really weird how i knew a person by one name.....and another person knew him by another. hm. i should have figured considering he's always wanted to change his last name to the canto version instead of mando version.

hm.....i finally figured it out....but have i? i mean.....by the time collapsed....which was around feb......he was already disappeared. he no longer needed me to do his hmwk. i see how that goes. he had already had someone to do it for him so he no longer needed me. and then when she left....he comes back and asks to chill. hm. got him pissed when he bought that watch. i really don't understand why i got sooo pissed....i just did. blah. hope to never see him again. i hadn't till recently. but if i hadn't....would i have been able to talk to cat? blah.....if GOD let us meet, i won't question it. keke^^

funny how we became quick friends. we talk like everytime each other is on line. kinda great for me!!! now i have a bbt partner!!!! now i don't haveta drag val n e more!!!! even though she'd like to come and meet her, like all my other friends. she knows i'm very emotional and she doesn't want me to get hurt all that much. she knows that girls don't really affect my mood as much as how a guy would. but that's because she knows that i take everything a guy says very seriously

to all those girls who have been called fat before! i understand your pain, but mostly, you can be fat and still be healthy. fat, big boned, heavy, shapely....it doesn't matter. the person who calls you fat right to your face has no heart, and the people that talk behind your back are even worst. i must say that i am being hypocritical here. i have called people fat on many occasions, but i try with all my might to stop calling people this because i know it hurts. i really do understand that to a gurl being called fat can be just as bad as calling a guy fat. but that's just me....my opinion. there are just as many if not more guys out there who try to be skinny. but the fact is....if you really want to loose weight....you shouldn't loose it by not eating, or not eating enough, or any diet method. i mean, you should try a new diet you never would have tried before. i'm not speaking of the atkins diet or the south beach diet. i mean.....have a diet which you can keep that eats healthy stuff all the time. i mean....have your portions of meat and poultry, have your portions of dairy, have your portions of fruits and veggies. you can cancel out the portion of others or fat, but you can still indulge once in a while. the key to maintaining an ideal goal is to eat whatever you want that is healthy and do lots of exercise. i mean.....i used to be 110......but now......i'm 125.....i'm down like 7 pounds from before. actually quite pleased with myself. and so far.....i have kept the 7 pounds off.

before i went to hong kong when i was like 12 turning 13, i was only 98 pounds....and when i came back....i was 130 sumthing closer to 140.....but luckily.....having a fast metabolism, loving sports, loved being active.......i burnt alot of the fact and became 110. yeah.....i hit puberty shortly gaining sooo much weight....that is why i still have stretch marks here and there. but it doesn't matter. the fact is.....i feel great. even though there are those people who call me fat here and there......i don't really care all that much. as long as i feel great....no one should bug me.

hm.....hope cat doesn't go home tooo late or her parents are going to yell at her again.....keke^^ always a good trick to buy your parents sumthing while you come....keke^^ your parents can't get that mad at you if you buy em sumthing cause then they know you were thinking of them. but don't out do that trick.....