keke^^:D:P val, you know how you were talking on the phone with me and we were asking how we got close?!?!? i remember.... keke^^:D:P
you'll prolly question why or if i'm sure or not......but you know what?!?!? i am really sure!!!
i broke up with willy in grade 10. i remember the exact date and time.....so yeah......kinda pathetic. n e ways, that's not the point, the point is...it's after that point that we started getting tight ga la.
trust me on this one.....because in grade 10 we had civics and careers....and then after that...we started fading because....well, let's just say we had no classes together...even though we had a few of the same courses. keke^^:D:P
but n e ways.....i broke up with him, and i was looking absolutely appaling. i know that for a fact.....because everyone came up to me asking what the hell was wrong.....and like many others.....you were one of those people that asked. but you were one of those people that like did a whole follow up.......and then eventually u started calling me, and i started calling you! keke^^:D:P trust me on this....there is no happier moment then coming out of true depression! keke^^:D:P
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
He Still Makes Me Smile
args.....no surprise i suppose. sux...
args args. something sooo simple, he can still make me smile. args args. crap man...gottta get over all this crap!
no more drama in my life!!!! gotsta get all that stuff out!
well yeah.....
well i don't know.....whenever i talk to lil guy.....i just can't help it. i smile even though i was seriously got forth degree burnt! if you know the burning degree system, you'll know that fourth degree burns can and in many cases are fatal! and in my case...pretty much fatal!
well yeah....even near fatal situation.....this guy can always make me smile! serious....it's sooo sad. i got it bad for this dude.....but i know nothing will EVER happen AGAIN!!!! i don't give guys that i've dated once a second chance unless i know for a fact that they have "reformed" or somehow demonstrated without acting...that they have become a better person.
so yeah....i have rarely rejected anyone.......but well...there are opportunities that i must reject....and say no n e ways....
args args. something sooo simple, he can still make me smile. args args. crap man...gottta get over all this crap!
no more drama in my life!!!! gotsta get all that stuff out!
well yeah.....
well i don't know.....whenever i talk to lil guy.....i just can't help it. i smile even though i was seriously got forth degree burnt! if you know the burning degree system, you'll know that fourth degree burns can and in many cases are fatal! and in my case...pretty much fatal!
well yeah....even near fatal situation.....this guy can always make me smile! serious....it's sooo sad. i got it bad for this dude.....but i know nothing will EVER happen AGAIN!!!! i don't give guys that i've dated once a second chance unless i know for a fact that they have "reformed" or somehow demonstrated without acting...that they have become a better person.
so yeah....i have rarely rejected anyone.......but well...there are opportunities that i must reject....and say no n e ways....
Feeling sick
hm....i feel sick quite often. something that i ate just doesn't agree with me. sighs sighs.
oh wellz.
keke^^:D:P see i really don't understand, the small person has always treated me well. i have no idea......i don't know....is he still using me again? sighs sighs...i hope he isn't....
but then people like that.... they can hurt me soo easily because i trust them tooo muchie.
but as it goes....i'd rather trust easily than to trust no one. that's just me, that's just the way i tick. keke^^:D:P
i don't know....every time i've talked to lil short small person....whenever i needed something....he's been like a trusted friends and always helps me out. sighs sighs. someone using me wouldn't do everything to help me be happy would they? is the scheme sooo deep that he is trying for me to trust him completely and get burned in the process?!?!?
i hope he ain't trying that again.....
i suppose when we ended everything, what he said was true.
"i can't take this anymore. you are too nice to me. you care tooo muchie about me. i hope you can forgive me. it's not that i didn't love you, i just can't anymore. i hope we can and will remain as friends la." at the time, i just thought he meant that i was treating him tooo well...i thought he meant that he didn't deserve me treating him sooo well. i just thought it was becuase i annoyed him sooo much with my life that was what he couldn't take....but now....i think i understand. even someone that has done the cruelest and vilest crimes feels something of self remorse. someone can feel when someone genuinely cares. i suppose that's what he meant.....everyone knows the true intentions behind their actions. he couldn't tolerate himself/ his conscience when it came to me. he couldn't look me in the eye and pretend he wasn't doing something wrong. and see.......all my problems are solved by love....seee......love solve most problems....and when it came to me.....it has solved many except one of my problems.
oh wellz.
keke^^:D:P see i really don't understand, the small person has always treated me well. i have no idea......i don't know....is he still using me again? sighs sighs...i hope he isn't....
but then people like that.... they can hurt me soo easily because i trust them tooo muchie.
but as it goes....i'd rather trust easily than to trust no one. that's just me, that's just the way i tick. keke^^:D:P
i don't know....every time i've talked to lil short small person....whenever i needed something....he's been like a trusted friends and always helps me out. sighs sighs. someone using me wouldn't do everything to help me be happy would they? is the scheme sooo deep that he is trying for me to trust him completely and get burned in the process?!?!?
i hope he ain't trying that again.....
i suppose when we ended everything, what he said was true.
"i can't take this anymore. you are too nice to me. you care tooo muchie about me. i hope you can forgive me. it's not that i didn't love you, i just can't anymore. i hope we can and will remain as friends la." at the time, i just thought he meant that i was treating him tooo well...i thought he meant that he didn't deserve me treating him sooo well. i just thought it was becuase i annoyed him sooo much with my life that was what he couldn't take....but now....i think i understand. even someone that has done the cruelest and vilest crimes feels something of self remorse. someone can feel when someone genuinely cares. i suppose that's what he meant.....everyone knows the true intentions behind their actions. he couldn't tolerate himself/ his conscience when it came to me. he couldn't look me in the eye and pretend he wasn't doing something wrong. and see.......all my problems are solved by love....seee......love solve most problems....and when it came to me.....it has solved many except one of my problems.
blogger is messed?!?!
well let's just say that the number of entries that it says i have.....i don't.....i actually have way more!!!!
but oh wellz.....mr. blogger here is being messed up and being a meanie!
hey comeon mr. blogger, i'm a great fan. i regularily use my blog ga la! but yet it's being sooo cruel to me!!! i can't believe it's sooo mean....oh wellz...keke^^:D:P
i'm talking about an inatimate object as if it's real. keke^^:D:P sooo funnay
well yupz....on day two's, i may be able to talk to cat in the morns......and also other people. keke^^:D:P
on day ones...... i get to leave early! sooo thrilling! keke^^:D:P
but oh wellz.....mr. blogger here is being messed up and being a meanie!
hey comeon mr. blogger, i'm a great fan. i regularily use my blog ga la! but yet it's being sooo cruel to me!!! i can't believe it's sooo mean....oh wellz...keke^^:D:P
i'm talking about an inatimate object as if it's real. keke^^:D:P sooo funnay
well yupz....on day two's, i may be able to talk to cat in the morns......and also other people. keke^^:D:P
on day ones...... i get to leave early! sooo thrilling! keke^^:D:P
not at school yet
kekek^^:D:P well you see, i'm not at school yet. ekeke^^:D:P i have like spare first thing on a day two la! keke^^:D:P
i don't know why i post my schedule like this......it's as if i'm asking for a stalker!!! *chills and shivers*
oh wellz. keke^^:D:P besides the point
keke^^:D:P
right now, i'm wearing a shirt that was originally me's....but i have never had the chance to give it back to her....so i kept it and am still wearing it. sighs sighs.
wearing that shirt makes me remember those times when i still knew THEM all as my best friends....or at least really close ones n e ways. sighs sighs.....
well i'll be going now....because i have class.....args....=.=
i don't know why i post my schedule like this......it's as if i'm asking for a stalker!!! *chills and shivers*
oh wellz. keke^^:D:P besides the point
keke^^:D:P
right now, i'm wearing a shirt that was originally me's....but i have never had the chance to give it back to her....so i kept it and am still wearing it. sighs sighs.
wearing that shirt makes me remember those times when i still knew THEM all as my best friends....or at least really close ones n e ways. sighs sighs.....
well i'll be going now....because i have class.....args....=.=
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