all this shit running though my head, running through my head. trying to get this shit to stop running through my head, running through my head. args args. blah blah.
i know i shouldn't. i know i shouldn't. stupid emotions, i wish i was a robot. keke^^:D:P
blah.....my hearing is deteriorating....sooo sad. sighs sighs.
wish i could help, honestly, i really do. oh wellz.
flashes of jealousy. nothing i can do. i can only wish the best of your happiness. i can try to avoid you forever and ever and wipe you away from my memory, but that would never work. i am not a computer that you can simply just erase memories like unwanted data.
all this shit running through my head running through my head. keke^^:D:P luv my cell phone. nice and small. panasonic. keke^^:D:P has a pucca keychain on it. you'll say, oh sabina once you see it. i am sooo sure
me= tooo moody= uncorrectable= unwanted . sighs sighs.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Sunday, November 07, 2004
calculus
gonna fail...sighs sighs.
been studying...and i still feel sooo stupid. sigh sighs. how very unfun!!! oh wells. gotsta have the car tom and make sure i drop off notes at rayche's house. sighs sighs.
infatuating.....all this shit running through my head! running through my head!!! can't get this shit to stop running through my head! running through my head!!!! args args.
well i burnt my tongue today again. args args. sighs sighs.
was questioning myself into what university i should attend. i don't know......my choices are most definately macmaster and well egh.....haveta pick guelph....and i don't know what my third choice should be. i don't know....i think i'm gonna apply to five. but then again, i don't even have 3 choices. does n e one wanna suggest me a school? i mean, i don't think i'll be going to ut just cause. sighs sighs. sooo sad i know.....but maybe it's better that way ga la. hm.....which schools have a concurrent educational program? hm.....dun really wanna go to brock.....bleh......ottawa? egh......let me name all of those that i know...at least those in ontario n e ways...ain't gonna be going this far
mac
western
laurier
brock
carleton
ottowa
toronto
waterloo
windsor
york
ryerson
ocad
lakehead
nippissing
laurentian
queens
trent
guelph
uoit
blach...outta nineteen choices in stupid ontario, i have like egh.....only about a handful crossed out..and those that are bold are like the ones i know i'm applying to. sighs sighs
been studying...and i still feel sooo stupid. sigh sighs. how very unfun!!! oh wells. gotsta have the car tom and make sure i drop off notes at rayche's house. sighs sighs.
infatuating.....all this shit running through my head! running through my head!!! can't get this shit to stop running through my head! running through my head!!!! args args.
well i burnt my tongue today again. args args. sighs sighs.
was questioning myself into what university i should attend. i don't know......my choices are most definately macmaster and well egh.....haveta pick guelph....and i don't know what my third choice should be. i don't know....i think i'm gonna apply to five. but then again, i don't even have 3 choices. does n e one wanna suggest me a school? i mean, i don't think i'll be going to ut just cause. sighs sighs. sooo sad i know.....but maybe it's better that way ga la. hm.....which schools have a concurrent educational program? hm.....dun really wanna go to brock.....bleh......ottawa? egh......let me name all of those that i know...at least those in ontario n e ways...ain't gonna be going this far
mac
western
laurier
brock
carleton
ottowa
waterloo
windsor
york
lakehead
nippissing
laurentian
trent
guelph
blach...outta nineteen choices in stupid ontario, i have like egh.....only about a handful crossed out..and those that are bold are like the ones i know i'm applying to. sighs sighs
sunday
kekek^^:D:P well let's see. today, another bummed day at church. man, i really gotta be allowed to go to another church. i really hate this one. yeah i know i know, church is not for the people, it is for the relationship you have with GOD. yeah i know that already.
utterly tired and concerned about my stupid calc test tom. studied all of last night or at least 6 hours worth n e ways. and today, haven't studied yet. i think after this entry i am going to call it a day and sleep. i'm way too exhausted and tired. i'm in no mood to do n e thing. sighs sighs.
wishing the day would come that i would just be happy forever with trivial matters only causing a little ripple in my ocean.
sighs sighs
utterly tired and concerned about my stupid calc test tom. studied all of last night or at least 6 hours worth n e ways. and today, haven't studied yet. i think after this entry i am going to call it a day and sleep. i'm way too exhausted and tired. i'm in no mood to do n e thing. sighs sighs.
wishing the day would come that i would just be happy forever with trivial matters only causing a little ripple in my ocean.
sighs sighs
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