i swear, it's the last one for today!!!!

1. what kind of first impression do you think you give people? i'm crazy and i like to laugh alot
2. what's one thing you like to do alone? egh.....read if i have a good book
3. are you a giver or a taker? depends how you look at it....for everything you give you haveta take from somewhere.....and everywhere you take...you must give sumwhere.......
4. what have you stolen before? egh.....seriously....i have.......i'm actually quite a clepto at times....but most times i'm not....keke^^ so don't worry..... your treasures are still safe!! keke^^
5. how many drinks before you're tipsy? egh.....to get me tipsy...very very few....but to get me completely drunk......alot...
6. do you ever have to beg? yes......i normally whine and beg for something i want......
7. what kind of books do you like to read? depends what mood i'm in....sometimes fantasy, sometimes historical, sometimes biographies....sometimes scientific......sometimes the dictionary....
8. do you think you're cute? not really....
9. do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends? undergarmets yes.......but if i have those on....i'm pretty alrights...
10. whats the most painful experience you've ever had? trying to kill myself because i felt the world was against me and everythign had fallen apart.....
11. favorite communication method? face to face
12. do you care? i'm a sensitive person....of course i care......why wouldn't i ??????
13. what is your most prized piece of your music collection? don't really know.....i suppose the best cd i own is my burnt jay's fantasy plus cd......keke^^ it's of who burnt it for me......even though it's my fave jay cd.....
14. what is the geekiest part of your music collection? how can music be geeky???? i have like jazz cafe music....and i suppose that the's geekiest i get......i have cannon in d.....but that's my fave classical peice...so if you diss it......i'll kick your ass sooo hard that you have like a swollen ass for the rest of the year!
15. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night? whatever doesn't smell bad.......
16. what is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? don't know.......prolly passion of the christ.......i just can't bear to see him suffer like that.....even if you say it's not possible to be whipped sooo many times and survive.....it is possible because JESUS did go through that.....and he died on the CROSS, not being tortured!
17. if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? prolly after i have children.......breast implants....but prolly even then.....i won't.....
18. what is a physical habit that gives away your insecure moments? my eyes star becoming watery.......and maybe i'll start to cry
19. do you know anyone famous? not personally, but i know lorraine shum is related to gigi leung.....keke^^ her cousin....
21. describe your bed? queen, sized, comfy, and messy....keke^^
22. spontaneous or planned? i liked planned better......
23. do you know how to play poker? yuppers, you can bet on it....but i suck because i never have the luck
24. what do you carry with you at all times? in my house i carry my mr. Wei Wei Foxy everywhere.......when i go out....i carry my bag......always a side strapped one if going out like shopping....and like a back pack everywhere else...
25. what do you miss most about being little? hey, who said i was little?!?!?
26. are you happy with your given name? i wasn't always....people used to make fun of me alot....but now i love my name.....can't picture myself being named something else....
27. how much money would it take to give up the internet for 1 year? dunno.......prolly nothing......but someone would haveta check my email every 30 days or so....
28. what color is your bedroom? white....and i'd rather have it white than any other colour...
29. have you ever been in a play? egh...church play yes......part of a school play...but didn't play apart in it...
30. do you like yourself and believe in yourself? not always....but most of the time....
31. do transient, homeless, or starving people - do them?1?!? huh??? no way!!!!!
?32. do you consider yourself to be a nice person? -well that's not for me to judge now is it ar???? so someone tell me, am i a nice person?!?!? but i suppose i'm nice when i want to....
33. do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends? well, considering that i am single......my friends....but even if i had a bf....i'd still spend more time with my friends......
34. what's one thing you wish you could do but can't? turn back time
35. what is your ideal marriage location? prolly like a country club.....but i'd never be able to afford that......unless my hubby be rich.....
36. whats one instrument you wish you could play? egh......i wish i could play the guitar better.......egh....a whole new instrument.......learn to play the clarinet.....
37. something you love and hate? humaity and life in general.

*well someone doesn't know how to count because well....they skipped like three numbers from this point*

40. whats one language you want to learn? don't really just have one.......i wanna learn japanese and like korean.......and mainly all the other asian dialects......
41. what do you order at a bar? if i was able to have something alcoholic.....it would be straight vodka.....yeah, i'm a vodka type of person....but alcohol is like such an expensive habbit to get into...
42. have you ever pierced your body parts? nopes, not even my ears....
43. do you have any tattoos? a henna, which my mommy used a toothbrush to rub off.......
44. would you admit to getting plastic surgery if comfronted? yups....whatever i do....i can say i did....
46. whats one trait you hate in a person? people that can't understand what love is and hate you for loving them because they just think you are using them......basically someone that has traits like winston......but sighs.....i still love that bastard child even though he treated me like crap......
48. do you consider yourself materialistic? no......i hope people don't think so.....
49. what do you cook best? egh......canned foods......but seriously make? ittalian foods....

yet another survey

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
cute = egh.....sometimes? not really....
friend = egh....i'm a friend to some
funny = hope so....if not that would mean people just laugh at my stupidity.....XP
hot = egh....sometimes....not really.......
friendly = sometimes, depends how you treat me......
amusing = at what time and at which occaions?
ugly = egh....sometimes
lovable = sure, why not? eveyrone deserves love
caring = most times
sweet = depends to who

[FAVORITE...]
5 letter word = happy
actor/actress = dun have one......
candy = FRESH sour patch kids
class = oh.....spare/lunch...keke^^:D:P
cartoon = egh...dun have one....looney tunes?
cereal = dun know......nothing tooo sweet....nothing toooo bland.,.....
chewing gum = dunno.....
colour = egh.....me no noe......most of the colours that are in the range of the visible spectrum?
colour nail polish = silver.......or just the colour of my nails....
day of week = monday
least fave day = thursday
flower = french rose or sumthing.....
jello flavor = egh.......strawberry kiwi flavour.....or any of the robertson flavours....keke^^ or how my parent say it....LO-Bact-Son....keke^^
jewelry = a necklace with just one jewel that dangles.......but the one i want is like worth like thousands.......@.@
song = k-ci and jojo all my life.....

[Person who last...]
slept in your bed = oh, i know.....me you silly!!!! keke^^:D:P
saw you cry = egh......dunno, i haven't cried for a while now.....
made you cry = egh.....don't know.....more like i don't remember la....
went to the movies with = egh......jean, pat....and ann......passion of the christ.....who else was there?!?!?
sent you an email = some carol adams for that survey crap from aa.....

[Have you ever...]
said "I love you" and meant it? = yes, everytime i've said it, i meant it...
gone out in public in your pajamas = nopes......unless to take out the garbage....
kept a secret from everyone = recently....yes
cried during a movie = yeah
planned your week based on the TV = egh......yes and no......i really like csi....but if i miss it....i miss it...
been on stage = yuppers
wished you were another gender = i always question whether i was born the right sex or not......but that's cause i think i act really boyish.....

[This or That...]
apples or bananas = apples
blue or red = egh....blue for the sky......and red for blood...
spring or fall = i like both of these seasons....
what are you gonna do after you finish this? egh...do some more cardio......
what was the last meal you ate = sticky rice with waxed sausageand asparagus.....kekek^^
are you bored = why would i do this if i wasn't?
last noise you heard = some song boy'z
last smell you sniffed = egh.....my own sweat.....

[Friendship/Love]
do you believe in love at first sight = no.......
do you want children one day & if so, how many = egh.....depends.......if i can afford it....i'd like to have a whole soccer team.....but prolly just still to 2 to 4
most important thing to you in a relationship is = honesty, trust, faith, and love

[Other Info]
criminal record = egh....i really don't know what's on it.....
do you speak any other language = yups, english, canto, mando, some spanish, some french, some japanese
last book you read = harry potter the order of the phoenix....and still reading....only on page 300

[You]
nickname(s) = sabz, sabby, sab, sabbers, sabo, sub.....
how old do you look? = i don't know......how old do you think i look? some people think i look almost 20.......
how old do you act? = egh....people say older than my age......but i dunno....
glasses/contacts = dun matter...as long as i can see
braces = used to ga la......but not n e more......
do you have any pets? = yups yups.....one fantasic doggy that pisses me off because he barks too muchie....but he's a dog.....keke^^
what makes you happy = knowing that everything that is important to me is at peace.....
what upsets you = alot......

[Finish the sentence]
I Love = alot and way tooo muchie.....
I Miss = tooo many things that i know i shouldn't be missing....
I Wish = i could skip school altogether and just graduate and have a uni degree for the top of the class and find a good job and marry well
I'm Annoyed w/ = gaining weight sooo drastically and no matter wha ti do i can't loose it....
Want to be = complete
I Would Never = say never.....because everything can happen
I'd Rather = live because living is harder than dying....
I Am Tired of = me being moody

Anotha survey

1) First of all, how old are you? 17
2) Do you believe in reincarnation? nopes, i believe in the ever lasting
3) Would you rather be deaf or blind? unseeing
4) If you found out your best friend was gay/lesbian, what would you do? they are huma too. i do not agree with homosexuality though, but it doesn't mean that you are inhuman. so like i treat many others....i shall treat you...well.....unless you give me reasons other
5) Do you consider yourself a good listener? egh....i don't know.....i hope so
6) Would you rather be short or tall? neither, in the middle average....just like the way i am now...
7) Would you rather be overly happy and poor, or overly wealthy and unhappy? neither.....i would want to be average with enough to live in a house, have what i want but not everything i want and be satisfied, with ups and downs
8) Would you consider your relationship with your parents bad, okay, good? okie dokie.....could be betta
9) Do you like to dance? depends on who's asking me to
10) Are you shy to ask someone out? they'll haveta ask me, because i won't ask n e one......
11) Do you like to talk on the phone? depends who i'm talking to. keke^^:D:P
12) Would you rather go on a walk or watch tv? watch tv go on a walk....better yet....take the bike....
13) What's your dream honeymoon place? prolly a beach.....but i would like to travel the world....so any where that is safe is fine with me...because romance is not asked, but just comes naturally
14) What would be the first thing you'd change about yourself? my patience level, when that increase, my temper will become better naturally
15) Do you think boys or girls have it easier? i don't know.....boys and girls have their own advantages and disadvantages.......
16) If you had a round-trip ride in any time machine, where would you go? i wouldn't go n e where,
17) If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do? nothing, i hate being invisible, but it would be funny to make things fall on the people that don't like me....keke^^:D:P
18) Do you like Adidas, Nike, Fila, or Reebok [or any other brand]? whatever is durable and comfortable.....
19) If you could change your name, what would it be? as a little girl, i used to want my name as daisy or rose....but coming to think about it now days.....i don't want n e of those names n e more....i like me just the way i am now...
20) If you were in a theater and someone was crying, would you laugh? prolly not......i cried really really hard watch passion of the christ.......really really softly, but tons and tons of tears....
21) Have you ever thought you were going to die? oh, yes......a few times....never ended up dead doe.....
22) What's the hardest thing about growing up? living past being a teen
23) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? nopes la
24) What little unknown talents do you possess? egh....only GOD knows this one....
25) Would you eat a bowl of live crickets for $40,000? sure why not? it would get me past at least first year uni if not second too....
26) If this Saturday, you could do ANYTHING you wanted, what would you do? egh.....whatever.....prolly stay at home reading harry potter....XP
27) What's the worst word(s) you know? bad in which sense???
28) If there would be one thing about yourself that you could change, what would it be? don't know.....
29) Have you ever wanted to run away? yuppers
30) What's your worst fear? loneliness
31) What is your dream car? dun really have one.....oh wait.....i do......the bmw convertable 2000 or 2001 model
32) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yups.....three......pudding dog, butterscotch and now, mr. Wei Wei Foxy
33) Have you ever felt you were in love? yups, but what makes you think that i am not in love now?
34) If you were stranded on a deserted island with one person, who would it be? don't know......depends how i became stranded
35) What is your favorite color? dunno ga la.......whatever i'm in the mood for.....most definately not that green you find on those beetles!!! or at least that colour for the cadilac at summer school
36) What guy/girl do you want more than anyone else? oh.......this question.......oh wow...someone that i know that i won't take back even if he wanted me...but i still honestly love him alot and i know he dun like me n e more.....but it's too late for that....i dont' give people like that second chances.....
37) If you could be any animal what would you be? already have the animal i want......but i'd like to raise a fox up as my pet.....
38) What is your favorite gum? anything that doesn't cause my cavities.......
39) How do you eat an Oreo? with milk.....i don't like eating oreos without milk.... actually, i don't like eating cookies without milk period....
40) Do you eat chicken fingers with a fork? egh....depends on what my mood is......basically, what i feel like doing
41) Do you eat the stems of broccoli? sure, why not? it's food isn't it?
42) If you could do anything to the person you hated most what would it be? love them completely without any bit of spite
DOB: August 12th
Sex: FEmale
Height : 5'5"
Hair Color: black, but i think i'll get it red when i graduate.....on my own money
Eye Color: very dark borwn
Location: oakville
School: OTHS, oakville trafalgar high school
Pets: chancey, jack russel terrier
Dream Job: secretary.... it's sad, i know......but i really do like to type......XD
Fav Music: C-pop
Fav Movie: egh...dunno
Fav Food: egh...dunno....oh yeah i do......pho!!!
Fav Subject: lunch....
Fav Sport: badminton
Fave Month: egh......don't really have one
Fave Holidays: don't have on either
Fav Toothpaste: huh? how should i know this???

Depression

hm. everyone goes through it. just depends on the reason why and for how long. you can't really stop it. but the thing is, if you want to feel beter more quickly, try to find within yourself the very key to your being. once you've found that key, it is easy for you to solve problems.

i can only pray that all goes well and you won't be depressed for long.

not again!!!!

args.....my previous post didn't post again!!!! args args.....what the heck is wrong with this?!?!?! args args....

KEKE^^ it's me bored AGAIN!!!!!

1.1st school you attended:-- st. Vincent elementry
2.1st friend you had when you entered school: sighs....don't really remember having a friend when i entered school
3.1st ambition: to be a teacher just like MRS. ROGERS
4.1st award you received: never recieved an award.....tooo stupid for everything......
5.1st hero: don't remember having one.....oh yeah....GOD....
6.1st time you were sent to the principal for disciplinary actions: don't remember a time.....
7.1st time you failed in school: don't know....failed too many times.....
8.1st college entrance exam you took: don't think i'll be taking one actually
9.1st teacher in college: not in college yet
10.1st job: first job....worked at a bbt place....keke^^
11.1st goal you achieved: don't really remember.....i don't really set goals for myself
12.1st crush: hm......really don't remember this one...
13.1st person who gave you flowers: i've never recieved any flower let alone flowerS
14.1st date: can't remember.....
15.1st boyfriend / girlfriend: egh....some guy named Matthew Leon. Chines kid that didn't like speaking chinese unless it was to me.....keke^^:D:P
16.1st kiss: um....dunno
17.1st movie you watched with a bf / gf: dunno.....can't remember....
18.1st fight with a bf / gf: dunno......sighs....don't really fight with my bf's....we have disagreements, but i've never fought.....because fighting includes yelling....i don't yell at my bfs....and they sure as hell shouldn't yell at me....
19.1st break-up: what type? me on the recieving or me one the giving side? in n e case....let's just forget about it all
20.1st time you cheated on your bf / gf: neva!!!!
21.1st gift you received from a bf / gf: a box of almond cover chcolates and a beanie baby bear collectors edition "princess"
22.1st gift you gave to a bf / gf: egh......my love???? yeah....corny i know....but that would always be my first gift before anything material la.......i don't give anyone n e thing unless i love the person or feel obliged to give one...
23.1st record you bought: don't ever remember buying one....
24.1st song you sang infront of many people: i don't know????
25.1st musical instrument you learned to play: one of the fob instruments.....da piano......
26.1st concert you watched: never watched one....sad ain't it?
27.1st celebrity you saw in person: never saw one....and if i did.....i prolly didn't have my glasses on so i wouldn't know who it was n e ways.....
28.1st TV show you really liked: da simpsons!
29.1st book you bought: egh....one that i bought for myself???? egh.....dun remember....prolly something from those bookorders that i paid for myself! keke^^
30.1st sport you played: team sport or individual? track and field....
31.1st sleepover: wow.....don't remember.....either fiona lam's, or like yun ting chua's....
32.1st terrible fight: don't remember....prolly with my motha...
33.1st prank: egh.....i don't know if i've actually ever pranked n e one before....
34.1st inaanak: huh? what's dat????
35.1st debut party you attended: nopes...never....
36.1st time you entered a bar: oh....wow......egh....grade 7......
37.1st bestfriend: don't know....really don't know...
38.1st wedding you attended: emily and daniels....
39.1st person who greeted you on your last birthday: first person that greeted me....my sister....she purposely woke me up to say happy b-day to me!
40.1st friend in friendster: i dunno.......on my other account....cherry.....on my mysterious_mystic_gurl account.....i think it was jenny....
41.1st time you got lost: in egh......that dixie outlet mall....when i was like 6 or 7.....or maybe even 8....
42.1st cellphone: don't own one because daddy doesn't want me to have one....
43.1st cellphone ringtone: don't have one......
44.1st collection: marbles....
45.1st time you felt proud of yourself: not really sure when i've actually felt proud of myself.....oh i know.....everytime i've actually been happy!!!!! and not pessemistic!!!!
46.1st time you saw a ghost: i dunno.....in my dreams????
47.1st rollercoaster ride: first one ever was the one in marine land....keke^^
48.1st time you tried smoking: first and only time.....grade 8
49.1st alcoholic drink you had: keke^^ champaign.....i think....either that or white wine....
50.1st time you spent the night alone: don't remember......i'm almost always home alone n e ways....

Let's Just Say Lil Sabby Here Got Bored Again!

____YOUR LIFE____
[ ] they call me: Sabina
[ ] also: Sabz, Sabby, Sab
[ ] age: 17 now!!!! yeah yeah
[ ] status: singo....sighs sighs
[ ] occupation: student
[ ] nationality: chinese/hong kongnese
[ ] best friend: bri boi
[ ] most memorable memory: hm.....dunno
[ ] first word uttered: mommy neva told me
[ ] first best friend ever: dunno.....can't really remember many friends as a kid

____FAST FORWARD____
[ ] college planning to go: going to a uni....but if i must choose? humber?
[ ] wedding: dunno da date, i want it in the fall, or winter.....the guy? dunno
[ ] children: 2 or 4.....
[ ] looking forward to: finishing uni and graduating highskool
[ ] NOT looking forward to: crying my eyes out over sumthing very very stupid and upset

____PLAY____
[ ] feeling: Bored
[ ] Listening: chinese music.....
[ ] Talking: in my head yes....
[ ] doing: typing up my stupid answers to this survey
[ ] craving: to go out some time soon....but that's not going to happen....sigh...
[ ] thinking of: how should i answer the next q's

____LOVE?____
[ ] love is: not always sweet and not always happy
[ ] first love: family and friends.....and egh......some guy......
[ ] current love: none.....except my mr. wei wei foxy...keke^^:D:P j/ks j/ks
[ ] best love song: well my fave is all my life by k-ci and jojo.....
[ ] true or false: true of false to what??? ew.....sooo stupid q!!!!
[ ] is there such thing as love @ firstsight?: no, that would just be lust.....

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[ ] turn ons: a big nice smile with clean teeth....
[ ] turn offs: putting some other girl down cause they pissed off....
[ ] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gfmatter to you?: yes, and not really......because if they don't like the guy....i'd just say i'm not with him.....but if they do....i'll tell them a week later that i'm with the person.....but my parents still think i'm tooo innocent and don't like guys.....blah....
[ ] what kinda hair style?: doesn't matter.....as long as they look decent and respectable...
[ ] The sweetest thing dat the opposite sexcan do for you: don't know yet.....
[ ] are you the type of person to holler n askfor numbers? : no, what kinda person do you think i am?!?!?!

____PICKY PICKY____
[ ] dog or cat:: puppy
[ ] short or long hair: for myself, i prefer long hair....cept that short hair ain't doing too bad for me...so kekeke^^
[ ] innie or outie: innie
[ ] sunShine or rain: depends on how bright the sun is and how hard it's raining
[ ] basketball or football: neither
[ ] righty or lefty: i'm ambidextrious.......but i'm mainly a righty
[ ] hugs or kisses: doesn't matter.....i'm neither type of person depending on who you are to me......
[ ] bf/gf or best friend: both....by boi friend can be my best friend....
[ ] starbucks or jamba juice: what the heck is jamba juice is that sum sort of american thing??? never had it...so i don't like neither.....halfly because i don't like coffee...and i have never tried jamba juice
[ ] written letters or e-mails: written
[ ] playstation or nintendo: ps ar!!!!
[ ] disney or nickelodeon: disney
[ ] car or motorcycle: when i'm rich....i'll have both...keke^^
[ ] house party or club: both of course!!!!
[ ] sing or dance: i wanna learn to dance.....but i can sing pretty decently....

____MISCELLANEOUS____
[ ] can you swim?: yes val i can......and my bikini top won't fall off.....
[ ] whats your most embarrassing moment? i make a fool out of myself everyday......dun have one specifically
[ ] what is your greatest accomplishment? dunno.....done many things that were accomplishments at the time.....
[ ] do you like tomatoes?: they are alright.....
[ ] last doctor visit: egh.....well i went to the doctors about like a few weeks ago....
[ ] last phone call: val....

Stupid pc!!!!!

args args. i hate this pc. i finally understand why i bought a new pc. it's because this pc sux!!! args args. and my mommy hasn't fixed my pc yet!!!! args args. this is annoying me really really bad. args args. this is pissing me off sooo bad. args args. evil evil.

Mr. Monkey, Mr. Foxy, Peace, Smiles, Sabz

yeah val.....your comment made me laugh really hard. keke^^

well yeah.....i posted a whole post for this title right here, but stupid blogger logged me out and i wasn't able to post it. and now i don't feel like rewriting all that i wrote.....so la dee da.......keke^^ blogger can just kiss my bum bum. keke^^:D:P

well yeah yeah. keke^^

args!!!

why does fricken blogger keep messing up my things??? a rgs args.....i like lost my whole entire entry......bugga!