it's that time of year again. it's a little while before option sheets come out. and for me, there is no course that i want to take. everyone is having difficulties and is very racking their minds in making decisions that may or may not effect their future. sighs sighs. see, nothing seems sooo simple for me,

hm. sick and tired. args. literally, i am loosing my voice. but i'm learning to shut up. i am really trying hard to be that little girl that no one notices. but what i notice is that the harder i try not to be noticed, the more i am noticed for what i am not. sighs sighs. sitting in a corner....and cold and not lonely. good or bad? i say good.....but at this present moment, bad. i know how it feels to be scorned as what you are not, but being hated for what you are is another thing.