and so.....i suppose i was shocked because i wasn't ready to be asked questions....but.....i dunno....questions aren't bad...
and so.....what kind of friend am i? it doesn't matter what kind of friend i am. adding adjectives in front of that noun simply just is a formality. it doesn't matter.
hahahaha. i dunno....i'm just feeling satisfied with my life. keke^^:D:P 1000th crane here i come!!!!!
muhahahaha. what shall i make next? what shall i spend my time tediously working on for my next step? hm.....we'll see.....muhahahahah
sooo hypa....sooo happy.....ahhhhhh.....
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
999 cranes
i am unwilling to fold my 1000 crane.....
1000 cranes for me would symbolize change. but what change have i accomplished? nothing in my life has changed yet....
for now....i will take out all my ugly cranes and replace each and every one with a better looking one. so i will have even less than 999 cranes. hahahaha.
i have not accomplished something to signify a new part of my life. actually, while i fold them, many things have changed in my life. i had started to make these cranes in grade 10, while sammy morin was still here. yeah, at that time, i had one person in my mind and my wish was to have him back in my life.....but gradually, as i made them, my mind wandered away and i become at ease with myself. gradually, i made them because i wished that he would not be going to pei.....strictly just friendship, even though at that time, i still liked him, and he didn't like me more than just a friend, maybe just a little less. i gave up on making cranes after i heard he wasn't going and his father decided to stay in canada with them. so yes....i gave up on that dream. i picked up making the cranes when i only had 100 sum odd......and these cranes symbolize something different.
i am hoping these cranes symbolize my hope, my dream, my future, my tomorrow, my everything. i mean, only GOD could mean all those things to me....but.....i am reminding myself that there are better days. i am reminding myself that there are things in the past that are meant to stay in the past. i am reminding myself that tomorrow is a better day.
for now, i will not fold that very last crane....i just can't.....symbolically, folding that last crane will mean nothing because nothing has changed.....
1000 cranes for me would symbolize change. but what change have i accomplished? nothing in my life has changed yet....
for now....i will take out all my ugly cranes and replace each and every one with a better looking one. so i will have even less than 999 cranes. hahahaha.
i have not accomplished something to signify a new part of my life. actually, while i fold them, many things have changed in my life. i had started to make these cranes in grade 10, while sammy morin was still here. yeah, at that time, i had one person in my mind and my wish was to have him back in my life.....but gradually, as i made them, my mind wandered away and i become at ease with myself. gradually, i made them because i wished that he would not be going to pei.....strictly just friendship, even though at that time, i still liked him, and he didn't like me more than just a friend, maybe just a little less. i gave up on making cranes after i heard he wasn't going and his father decided to stay in canada with them. so yes....i gave up on that dream. i picked up making the cranes when i only had 100 sum odd......and these cranes symbolize something different.
i am hoping these cranes symbolize my hope, my dream, my future, my tomorrow, my everything. i mean, only GOD could mean all those things to me....but.....i am reminding myself that there are better days. i am reminding myself that there are things in the past that are meant to stay in the past. i am reminding myself that tomorrow is a better day.
for now, i will not fold that very last crane....i just can't.....symbolically, folding that last crane will mean nothing because nothing has changed.....
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