today, at the present moment....i feel like crying....i feel like slapping and punching and kicking and screaming. i feel like yelling and shouting. i feel like running and freezing. i feel tired, but very lively and full of energy. i just want to cry...sighs sighs....
ahhhhhh.....as of right now....i am pissed off......just really really really ticked off.......i just feel like running to a corner and crying=.=
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Friday, May 27, 2005
pulling away
i have made my decision, and it is final. after tomorrow....i see no point in putting myself through ups and downs like this. i am simply just goingto pull away and focus on other people and other things. i feel like shit at the present moment. i feel like going to the park and screaming out my lungs. i missed school today....and mr. rennie marked me absent and i still got a fucking call home. fuck it....ahhhh....the first words out of my mouth in anger is swearing=.= what the hell. args....my inner anger is more than i thought it was.....sheeeeeeet.....
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! i am going crazy with rage....ahhhhhh.....
i'm just sooo pissed off at one person right now.....and i don't even know why.....but yeah...i just wanna cry....sighs....
soooo fucking pissed offff......args.....
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
IN MY ANGER DO NOT SIN......
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! i am going crazy with rage....ahhhhhh.....
i'm just sooo pissed off at one person right now.....and i don't even know why.....but yeah...i just wanna cry....sighs....
soooo fucking pissed offff......args.....
crappiness
well....i have decided how i think i want to react. oh...muhahahaha.....i think 2 weeks of denial has finally set in. i am freaking frustrated and mad and upset now. i am really really really mad.....at what? at everything. i kinda was really impatient with my mommy today. i was sooo tired. i feel like moping around at home....well....i have pretty muchie everything in order now....just gonna give the content pagie to matt. muhahahaha.
contacts....woooo whoooo....it took 3 seconds to put them in today!!!! woooo whoooo
i just feel like crying because of frustration. i am going back to ignore and pretending people don't exist. going to pretend that i have no emotions. i must pretend that i don't care and i am happy. i just want to stop feeling....sighs sighs....sighs sighs.....
contacts....woooo whoooo....it took 3 seconds to put them in today!!!! woooo whoooo
i just feel like crying because of frustration. i am going back to ignore and pretending people don't exist. going to pretend that i have no emotions. i must pretend that i don't care and i am happy. i just want to stop feeling....sighs sighs....sighs sighs.....
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