my oh my.....keke^^:D:P

this is sooo kool....for once.....my chinese typing stuff isn't being messed up on blog....that is sooo funnay. meh. maybe it's cause i have it on the edit html stuff instead of having it on compose. hm. well i don't know. i'm probably gonna go to jean's tomorrow and help her out with her project. even though i should be working on mine. but since i have all of friday morning to do my essays....i think i can finish all of it...keke^^:D:P

i can't even tell you what the song means.....i mean....i can if i tried...hm.....

i mean...it's canto...."ho sum ho bo" if i were to say it in mandarin...it sounds funny. "hao xin hao bao?" is that it? i think it is. it just sounds funny.

if i were to directly translate that title. it would mean good heart good newspaper. isn't that funny now? i mean, you can even check it up on a translating device, that's what it would tell you. or maybe good intentions good newspaper...either or.....it's funnay

it's funnay cause if you were to type that all up in a translator...those lyrics mean totally something else and is hillarious.

oh yes, i'm "fobby" here....in oakville. we have come to the conclusion that i am raised differently, and my morals are that of a very traditional chinese heritage. funnay aye? but then when i go back to hong kong, i will be "fobby" there. since i have too many characteristics of a "ghost man". meh.....in this world, there are those that fit in somewhere and those that don't fit n e where except to create their own category.

funny how people classify everyone else and themselves. and then....it's just funny that everyone says not to judge or at least proclaiming your judgements. it's just hillarious.

everything in life can be good or bad. there is nothing that is okie. simply put, when you say it's okie....you probably don't know whether it is bad or good yet. keke^^:D:P and like me, when i say it's okie.....it's probably cause i actually have no opinion on it yet. if it's food....if i say it's okie....it probably means it's edible and it hasn't made me sick.....or...it can mean that i like it....and i don't know how else to express myself. weird how it works. muhaha. it's december 2nd now. muhaha......

好心好報

落力為你好　得不到分數
你決定要跟他日後同步
他不懂愛惜你　我樂意操勞

我決意愛他　祝我愉快吧
你最明白我痛極亦留下
傷得很重也不怕　我願意等他

還看著你　(他會感動嗎)　看你在懸崖走路
他卻放下你　(他已跑掉嗎)　只照顧自己
我慣了愛他你怎樣做
在懸崖還是我無退路

對你好　無人稀罕我好
無人欣賞我好　原來你習慣他一套
從來沒有愛我　看得清楚　我知道
不必得到　不妨陪襯　但願為你好

他　從來都比你差　仍然死心愛他
垂頭再度聽他欺詐　期求他說愛我
為何尚未等到　可能這秒時辰未到

是受罪也好　聽聽你哭訴
你說難過總比分手更好
我說幾多的女主角　也受過煎熬

情況壞到　(他也許做到)　你信任來年一日
他答應做到　(他也許做到)　通通都做到
我也似你的無從勸告
寧願犧牲都不願卻步

對你好　無人稀罕我好
無人欣賞我好　原來你習慣他一套
從來沒有愛我　看得清楚　我知道
不必得到　不妨陪襯　但願為你好

他　從來都比你差　仍然死心愛他
垂頭再度聽他欺詐　而明知你愛我
我竟扮未知道　好人　恕我未能做到

你當我是知己　我看得到
我當你是一生前途
彼此也是沉迷盲目　控制不到
怎麼好都等不到

怎去做　無人珍惜我好
無人喜歡我好　原來要學會他一套
從來沒有　吻過　記得清楚　我知道
不必得到　不妨陪襯　但願為你好

好　從來都知你好　(未夠好)
為何他不夠好　(我不夠好)
回來我又與他擁抱
仍然相信我會　有好心得好報
可能　到某日會知道

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oh my....☆☆☆☆☆ you can type images stuff from word on this thing. that's sooo hot. i wonder if it'll post though. hm.

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☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ wonder if it'll look like an arrow after all
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sabby=meh

keke^^:D:P don't know. thought the title of this entry would be cute.

i don't know why i'm still up really. i really want to sleep. keke^^:D:P

man, i am a failure, i don't get calc. my mind is sooo not working for calc. i just want to cry every time i see a calc question. sighs sighs.

i mean, i get logarithms and such....what the hell are those "lawn e" questions. i don't get those. sighs sighs.

yes, as some person put it...."ts ok u dont understand calc, it requires practice"...and to make me laugh my ass off....he says, "u are just a typical slow learner like ME... haha. don't worry about it, you just need lots of practice"

made me feel better knowing that someone took the time to laugh at my shortcomings and saying that i'm not alone. but only certain people can laugh at me and i laugh at them laughing at me. and he is one of them...don't know why, he was my friend in the very beginning....and after all that i've heard....i'm still his friend because he's never treated me horribly for me to believe he isn't MY friend.

a relationship is solely based on the two people who are pursuing it. if one of the people in the relationship happens to do something that doesn't really effect the other person, there's no real reason to get all steamed up and offended. i mean, there are exceptions such as cheating and talking behind people's back. but well.....like all good rules...there are those "exceptional cases" muhahah

keke^^:D:P

oh wow. for the second time, typed chinese. and it worked. muhahah. what a happy thought.

kkeke^^:DP so yeah. raychee will be working on friday>.< then she is going to vaughan mills.

oh yes, the vaughan mills experience wasn't that great. it's like a glorified dixie mall. it's big yes. the stores are big, yes. but it's like an outlet mall, that doesn't have outlet prices. i mean, there are many different stores. but still.

hm.....why after sooo long, i started liking this song again totally makes me thing of happier days. oh wellz. times now are happy too. stresses are different. but hey......happy times...there was, is and always will be happier times.

muhahah.

the world isn't so grim, even though there are those that think grimly. meh being one of those types of people once every while.

world isn't mine. i don't need to succeed in everything. bringing satisfaction to one self will lessen tensions and stresses in life.

蝸牛- Gua niu- Snail (Jay Chou)

yes yes, it isn't his song....but well...the version i listen to is. so yeah. muhahaha....haven't put up translations with songs for a while>.< oh wells....enjoy...

該不該
gai bu gai
擱下重重的殼
ge xia chong chong de ke
尋找到底哪裡有藍天
xun zhao dao di na li you lan tian
隨著輕輕的風輕輕的飄
sui zhe qing qing de feng qing qing de piao
歷經的傷都不感覺疼
li jing de shang dou bu gan jue teng

我要一步一步往上爬
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉
deng dai yang guang jing jing kan zhe ta de lian
小小的天
xiao xiao de tian
有大大的夢想
you da da de meng xiang
重重的殼裹著輕輕的仰望
chong chong de ke guo zhe qing qing de yang wang
我要一步一步往上爬
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
在最高點乘著葉片往前飛
zai zui gao dian cheng zhe ye pian wang qian fei
小小的天
xiao xiao de tian
流過的淚和汗
liu guo de lei he han
總有一天我有屬於我的天
zong you yi tian wo you shu yu wo de tian
我要一步一步往上爬
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
在最高點乘著葉片往前飛
zai zui gao dian cheng zhe ye pian wang qian fei

任風吹乾
ren feng chui gan
流過的淚和汗
liu guo de lei he han
我要一步一步往上爬
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉
deng dai yang guang jing jing kan zhe ta de lian
小小的天
xiao xiao de tian
有大大的夢想
you da da de meng xiang
我有屬於我的天
wo you shu yu wo de tian
任風吹乾
ren feng chui gan
流過的淚和汗
liu guo de lei he han
總有一天我有屬於我的天
zong you yi tian wo you shu yu wo de tian

Snail
Should or shouldn’t
Forget about my heavy shell
Searching for where I can find a blue sky
Following the gentle wind and lightly float
The wounds that I have don’t feel painful
I want to one step at a time proceed climbing upwards
Waiting for sunshine, I quietly looked at its face
The small sky
Has big dreams
The heavy shell is wrapped round the gentle adoring look
I want to one step at a time proceed climbing upwards
On the highest point
Riding on a blade of leaf I fly forward
The small sky
The tears and the sweat that has dropped
There has to be a day when I have a sky that belongs to me
I want to one step at a time proceed climbing upwards
On the highest point riding on a blade of leaf
Fly forward
Let wind blow dry
The tears and the sweat that has dropped
I want to one step at a time proceed climbing upwards
Waiting for sunshine, I quietly looked at its face
The small sky
Has big dreams
I have a sky that belongs to me
Let wind blow dry
The tears and the sweat that has dropped
There has to be a day when I have a sky that belongs to me

oh oh....

i don't know. had a good day. still need 500 words to finish my essay. and then i have no idea how well my writing skills are. sighs sighs. and my teacher is sooo anal on writing. sighs sighs. i have one essay to start...and one essay to finish. it is all good.

after sucha long time, i think i'm gonna practice some of my piano skills again. if i can't get it right, i'll just play my flute. i still have my vabrato skills and what not. keke^^:D:P the stupid music just doesn't sound right on the stupid piano. stupid people playing concerts with different sounding music>.< meh.

well had a total break down yesterday. sighs sighs. left crying after doing everything.....but today, i think i'm a bit better. had the weirdest dream though.....=.=

i had people in my dreams that i don't even know in person. weird. >.<

n e whoo.....wonder what the exact plans are on friday. so far....pictures are to be taken at 9:10...so i'll be awake by 8. keke^^:D:P and well....shane isn't coming down till about 1ish. and he hasta be back at like 8. so therefore....it leaves us with 6/7 hours of stuff. but what are we gonna do? well hm....val and jo are planning to meet up with jen reva at around 8ish....so do i leave when shane leaves? i have no idea. hm. well if i leave around the time shane does, that leaves me with time to do something else. so maybe i can go to jeans?!?! yeah yeah!!!!

and then the next day, going to cat's. oh wait...i'll haveta call her tomorrow and ask for her address. muhahah. since i have bad driving skills, i haveta make sure i know where i'm going or else i'll be totally lost. yes, i'm a horrible driver still, but it's alrihts.....i haven't crashed yet. keke^^:D:P