i had something i wanted to say but as i started typing, i totally forgot what i wanted to say. sighs sighs. feeling like crap.
blah...maybe it's just cause i'm sooo exhausted. so yeah. blah....
i hate being sooo moody. args args. i hate having such severe mood swings. =.= args args.
i want change, but i'm not ready to handle it. i suppose.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Thursday, November 04, 2004
exhausted
can't believe i'm sooo tired. i don't even have the energy to smile or think happy. args.....
not in a good mood. good thing i ain't driving tom. holy crap....if i was driving tom....it would be sooo horrible.
blah...still need to practice my driving and learn to drive better. args args...
puzzle mat......i want a puzzle mat...keke^^:D:P yeah, i'm a weirdo. keke^^:D:P not in a good mood.....
all i want to do is just go away and never come back. i just want to hide in a corner where no one will ever see me. i wanna sleep and never wake up! args args.
boooo.....feeling like crap today......or at least now that the day is almost over n e ways.
not in a good mood. good thing i ain't driving tom. holy crap....if i was driving tom....it would be sooo horrible.
blah...still need to practice my driving and learn to drive better. args args...
puzzle mat......i want a puzzle mat...keke^^:D:P yeah, i'm a weirdo. keke^^:D:P not in a good mood.....
all i want to do is just go away and never come back. i just want to hide in a corner where no one will ever see me. i wanna sleep and never wake up! args args.
boooo.....feeling like crap today......or at least now that the day is almost over n e ways.
sad
sighs sighs. being happy takes too muchie outta me. sighs sighs. i'm really really tired. i'm really really unhappy now. holy shit...what's up with all these mood swings. sighs sighs.
very unhappy, no reason why either. i just am. blah....the past week, i was sooo happy and soo hyper....and now....=.= args...
well i think i'll sleep earlier tom. so yeah.
gotsta stio wanting. gotsta stop waiting.
hm...christmans commercials.....is there n e thing i want this christmas?!!?
at the present moment, nopes......none. sighs....
well there is something that i want, but it's not something that i will get. so yeah. keke^^:D:P.
this sux...sighs sighs. i'm sad....i wanna cry. >.<
very unhappy, no reason why either. i just am. blah....the past week, i was sooo happy and soo hyper....and now....=.= args...
well i think i'll sleep earlier tom. so yeah.
gotsta stio wanting. gotsta stop waiting.
hm...christmans commercials.....is there n e thing i want this christmas?!!?
at the present moment, nopes......none. sighs....
well there is something that i want, but it's not something that i will get. so yeah. keke^^:D:P.
this sux...sighs sighs. i'm sad....i wanna cry. >.<
sad
feeling liek crap now. sighs sighs. hungree......tired......and starving. sighs sighs. my stomache hurts really really bad. args args.
tired. sooo very very tired.
hm....don't think i will stay on line for very very long time....sighs sighs....hungeeee....
tired. sooo very very tired.
hm....don't think i will stay on line for very very long time....sighs sighs....hungeeee....
Ray
well another normal day of school. after school well when i left school earlier......i called ray...and he came back for his commencement. good luck on his egh.....11% of final lab and egh.....mid-term that's tom.
well n e whoo......all we accomplished was egh...talk. keke^^:D:P how fun aye?! yeah....i arrived around fourish....cause i got lost....=.= so yeah. how hot>.< so yeah. then val called me and he fell asleep. man, my voice echos throughout his house. it always has, and it did today. blah. keke^^:D:P
hey.....victor live by him too.....so maybe one day i'll visit victor too?!?!? yaya!!
man......i'm an okay driver i suppose.
it's all about staying calm when lost. sighs. i really suck....why?!?!?
sighs sighs. inferiourity complex.....*booo whoo*
how fun....me bored....>.< tired.....
well n e whoo......all we accomplished was egh...talk. keke^^:D:P how fun aye?! yeah....i arrived around fourish....cause i got lost....=.= so yeah. how hot>.< so yeah. then val called me and he fell asleep. man, my voice echos throughout his house. it always has, and it did today. blah. keke^^:D:P
hey.....victor live by him too.....so maybe one day i'll visit victor too?!?!? yaya!!
man......i'm an okay driver i suppose.
it's all about staying calm when lost. sighs. i really suck....why?!?!?
sighs sighs. inferiourity complex.....*booo whoo*
how fun....me bored....>.< tired.....
thursday
my plans for today.....nothing....skipping half of the last period....for what?!?!? don't have n e idea. stupid stupid stupid. well he may not be coming down n e ways cause he has a lab that's worth 11% of his final mark. so, i'm stuck in th car for two hours or so because i said i would go to the gym. keke^^:D:P well since i said that....maybe i may as well go. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.
should i call him just to ask him what's up?!?! yeah....i'll prolly do dat...so yeah. keke^^:D:P
man......sooo tired....it's unbelievable. =.= oh wellz.
at least i have the car today and i didn't even haveta like drive my daddy to work. hm.....
if i drive to waterloo.....how safe is it during the winter?!?! there are always accidents there on the 403......grrrr....i haveta sooo complain to the stupid government....there is not enough lighting on that "400" road way. it can't be tooo safe at all! yupz yupz. wait??? it is the 403 i'd be taking to waterloo right?!?!? =.= man......i suck at driving....=.= blah...daddy's not planning to give me the car in the winter. that means....i'm screwed....and it goes back to messed up life again because most of stupid first semester is in the winter!!! =.= >.< grrrr....
yupz yupz..... hoping i won't be in a bad mood....=.= >.< stupid classes with their stupid profs..... boooo whooo:'( evil evil evil. X'( so yeah.....oh wells.
keke^^:D:P jo....i can't take you up for your offer. even though i would love to call you every time i want to talk to him......it wouldn't work. it just wouldn't. keke^^:D:P plus, for now, i think i'm over him now. keke^^:D:P
thanx cat for talking to me. keke^^:D:P don't worry.....i won't get hurt......and if i do....you'll be the first person i go to! keke^^:D:P
yes val, i do show my emotions to the people i like very very easily. it's soooo obvious when i like somebody. =.= yups yups. blah.....and i still don't know what the heck you are talking about when you say i'm a flirt. I DO NOT FLIRT!!!! I DO NOT KNOW HOW!!!! i'm serious.....i don't know how...and i'm just not conscious of it when i do. but then again, everyone's sense of flirting is different right?!?! so yeah......>.< this sux......
well n e whoo....still planning to miss a bit of last period n e way. so it's all good. keke^^:D:P i'll prolly end up going to the gym i suppose. >.< oh wellz.
should i call him just to ask him what's up?!?! yeah....i'll prolly do dat...so yeah. keke^^:D:P
man......sooo tired....it's unbelievable. =.= oh wellz.
at least i have the car today and i didn't even haveta like drive my daddy to work. hm.....
if i drive to waterloo.....how safe is it during the winter?!?! there are always accidents there on the 403......grrrr....i haveta sooo complain to the stupid government....there is not enough lighting on that "400" road way. it can't be tooo safe at all! yupz yupz. wait??? it is the 403 i'd be taking to waterloo right?!?!? =.= man......i suck at driving....=.= blah...daddy's not planning to give me the car in the winter. that means....i'm screwed....and it goes back to messed up life again because most of stupid first semester is in the winter!!! =.= >.< grrrr....
yupz yupz..... hoping i won't be in a bad mood....=.= >.< stupid classes with their stupid profs..... boooo whooo:'( evil evil evil. X'( so yeah.....oh wells.
keke^^:D:P jo....i can't take you up for your offer. even though i would love to call you every time i want to talk to him......it wouldn't work. it just wouldn't. keke^^:D:P plus, for now, i think i'm over him now. keke^^:D:P
thanx cat for talking to me. keke^^:D:P don't worry.....i won't get hurt......and if i do....you'll be the first person i go to! keke^^:D:P
yes val, i do show my emotions to the people i like very very easily. it's soooo obvious when i like somebody. =.= yups yups. blah.....and i still don't know what the heck you are talking about when you say i'm a flirt. I DO NOT FLIRT!!!! I DO NOT KNOW HOW!!!! i'm serious.....i don't know how...and i'm just not conscious of it when i do. but then again, everyone's sense of flirting is different right?!?! so yeah......>.< this sux......
well n e whoo....still planning to miss a bit of last period n e way. so it's all good. keke^^:D:P i'll prolly end up going to the gym i suppose. >.< oh wellz.
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