Friday, January 23, 2004

obviously...history always repeats itself
okayz...gonna go and shed some tears or punch a wall or shout on the top of my lungs. so yeah......it'll get all my frustration out.....
well, i have no clue. made me feel like crap today. hate this. i know GOD told me to never hate, and instead, love that you hate.

hm....why do people never learn from other's mistakes?? args!!! STUPID MOTHA FRICKEN PEOPLE!!!!! STUPID STUPID STUPID PEOPLE!!!!! args args.....it would help if i stopped cussing, but it makes me very unhappy to swear...args args.....
sighs.,....why do i let a mofo like that bug my day?!?!? args......i just can't help it!!! args args.....missie you like hell right now. listening to a song....it's from brown eyes.....it's suh a sweet song...args....it make me mad.

i don't understand...what the hell have i ever done to him? i just don't understand. hm. why do i long to have a friend that pisses me off soo bad

is it the fact that i hate to have someone hating me? hm. yeah...then you know what??? i won't let it bug me. becuase he noes that and that's just what he wants. i will purposely ignore him and his group....i don't care how many friends i loose.....