Sunday, May 22, 2005

the one...

This is a list that i found that was ubber cute when i was reading it....
you know you have found a keeped when:

  1. A person that calls you beautiful, instead of hot.
  2. A person calls you back when you hang up on them.
  3. A person who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
  4. A person who kisses your forehead
  5. A person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats
  6. A person who holds your hand in front of his friends
  7. A person who thinks you're just as gorgeous without makeup on.
  8. A person who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you & how lucky he is to have you.
  9. A person who turns to his friends and says, ".. That`s her."

oh.....shi bu shi hun ke ai de? awww...shucks....ain't that just sooo cute.....

oh.....sighs.....waiting to find the one....

tired, moody, and in pain=.=

well now....itred.....i think i'm gonna call it a night at 9. i'm just way tooo tired=.= sighs sighs. my sister just came home from watching star wars. muhahahaha. her bf always pays for everything for her. it's cute. hahahaha. well now....meh....no biggie.

muhahahaha......and so.....i decided not to tell n e one of my plans for next saturday.....i just hope i won't be disappointed. i mean, i said i wouldn't hope or look forward to n e thing....but guess what? i lied. muhahahah. i am very much looking forward to doing something this up coming saturday. muhahaha....i have finished most of my projects this week so i could go. so yeah....muhahahaha. i thought it was important enough. muhahaha.

but yeah....args=.= apparently, when i sing, i slur my words=.= args.....have to learn to pronounce my words more clearly....gotsta read out loud without sluring=.= well.....hahaha.....the only reason why people don't complain about my voice is that they have always complimented me on the way i sing. muhahaha....does any one want a sample of sabby singing ma? muhahahaha. gotsta stop slurring words=.= apparently i looked cute today....what can i say? i'm a child-like character. i used to hate being called cute but...whateve.....better than being called ugly. muhahahaha.

well.....gotsta plan and do the rest of my hmwk now...gotsta write a stupid research article....no longer than two pagies=.= what the hell shall i write about?^o)

meh.....no worries.....i'll figure it out...muhahahaha.

my stomache hurts soooo bad=.= tummy ache=.= ate some super spice beef oodles=.= now me like in total utter pain....

*there will be nothing that i will be afraid of*

bleh...gotsta work on magazine.....gotsta work on bio...but i have 3 q's for bio.....and i am still wondering what i will write for that research article.

wow.....i have alot of angst music on my pc....what the hey? when did i d/l all this music?

yeah.....chinese music sang by guys normally sounds sooo femenine=.= *shivers* but....muhahahaha...that's cause most chinese guys are wannabe's...and they make it because they are cute/hot whether or not they can sing...they learn to sing....

i wanna become a SUPERSTAR!!!!! muhahaha...but in order for that to happen, i haveta like go back to hk....and that's no fun...don't wanna live the hk life of materialism....i love my life in canada...even though it seems that i don't fit in n e crowd. i am tooo white to be fobby...tooo fobby to be white.....so what am i? i'm a SABINA!!!!! muhahahahaha. I MAKE MY OWN WAY!!!!! I MAKE MY OWN LIFE!!!! yes....there are restrictions, but those are MY restricts.

no such thing as a good goodbye. no such thing as an easy break up...even if it's mutual, it's not easy. there is no such thing as being unable to feel...being numb is still a feeling. well technically...the only way to not feel n e thing is if you had no nerves....and if you were made without emotions you wouldn't have feeling...but let's just not go there.

devotion today.....beatitudes....for some reason....no matter how many times i read this section...it's always like new to me....sighs.....

Scandalous

So, so, so scandalous
You know you wanna sing with us (baby)
That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)

Non stop looks to kill
Straight talk sex appeal
One touch gives me chills and we ain't even close yet
Rough neck all around
Inking all over town
Show me how you get down
Cos we ain't even close yet

You got me feening and you got me feeling weak
Listen as I speak cos I'm careful as I creep
You got me going crazy and you know I can't sleep
No fortune your moves and you hypnotise me
You got me trembling like a little baby girl
You're so special, you're like diamonds and pearls
You got me spinning and you got me in a twirl
You're my number one baby and you come to rock my world

You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby

Scandalous (baby)
So scandalous (baby)
Scandalous (baby)
So, so, so scandalous

Hot stuff, head to toe
Where you go, no one knows
You smile playing the dough and we ain't even close yet
Solid as a rock
How many ways can you hit the spot?
Show me what you got 'cos we ain't even close yet

You got me feening and you got me feeling weak
Listen as I speak cos I'm careful as I creep
You got me going crazy and you know I can't sleep
No fortune your moves and you hypnotise me
You got me trembling like a little baby girl
You're so special, you're like diamonds and pearls
You got me spinning and you got me in a twirl
You're my number one baby and you come to rock my world

You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby

Scandalous (baby)
So scandalous (baby)
Scandalous (baby)
So, so, so scandalous

A little conversation goes a long, long way
Show a little patience
That you are here to stay
So show me that you're game oh

You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby

You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby

You know you wanna sing with us (baby)
That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)
You know you wanna sing with us (baby)
That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)

tears.....

i'm listening to all my music...sighs sighs....i feel like crying.....args=.=

my music is all sooo sad. all about finding love. all about keeping love. all about losing love. sighs sighs. all about something that i don't want to hear about just right now. sighs sighs.

*flying through the sky. i want to see the adoration in your eyes. but i won't ever see it. you gave me up. all i can do now is fly. just watch me fly and sway from side to side. watch how high and how far. you will loose sight of me oh so very soon.*

devotions

well now......i promised matt that everytime i write a blog, i will think about doing a devotion. i shouldn't spend sooo much time writing all about me when i could equally be spending my time strengthening my relationship with GOD. and from today on, i will do my devotions....since obviously, i write blogs everyday, this association will make me do devotions daily.

but n e ways....feeling kinda crappy....but.....i have tons of hmwk....whateve.....