hm....i haven't updated my thoughts for quite a long time now. but it's only been about like since thurs. hm. i dunno, i haven't felt so free and happy for a long time. sighs sighs. oh wellz. i miss some people dat i dun talk to alot now days. i really miss it lots. oh wellz. i hope dat dey dun miss meh as much. everyday i wake up looking forward to skool, and now, i do not feel so stressed. i haven't felt this way for at least 7 months now. if you count the months, u'd understand. maybe now, u can say i've finally really actually let go. but i will neva let go, just dat it may seem so to you. hehehe=>:d haven't been like dis for a long time. people don't like meh dis way because i seem to be unable to shut up, but at the same time, they would want meh to be happier. hehehehe=>:D

will friendships last over the long period of skool ma? i really hope it does. cause well i've already been dragged down long enuff so that my good friends no longer seem to be great friends, and my normal friends just seem even more normaller. while sum, some just rise above the pit i've fallen and handed a rope which they helped meh pull myself up.

thanx for being there for meh ar!!!! i noe i've been a pain in de ass cause i've been soo upset and angry this whole time. but thanx for persevering for meh!!! thanx sooo muchie!!!! *HUGS AND KISSES YA'LL* thanx!!!! hehehe=>:d i noe i've been a pain. but thanx for persevering. well i love ya guys. gotsta go now, l8a