the most updated blog

muhahahahha.....and well apparently...i update my blog alot....hm....shall i say i am not surprised...because i know i do....hahahaha.

i used to be able to refrain from updating daily.....i suppose my blog and my devotional journal has become my life these days. it has become routine that i update almost every other hour, practice my flute, do my devotions, eat if i feel like it and talk on msn....i say i have a rather sad exsistance.....but...jenny is like....grrrrr you have a life...it's as exciting as it will ever be...muhahahaha

whatever.....i can't swim with contacts.....it hurts my eyes to open it underwater=.= one of these days....i'm not gonna wear contacts and just go swimming without being cautious of stinging eyes!!!XPXP

i feel ultimately blubbery=.= gotsta eat less.....

I AM NOT ANOREXIC!!!! I EAT!!!!! I DO I DO!!!! I SWEAR IT!!!!! i just don't eat after 4:30....unless i am starving....and even then...i just drink juices.....

yeah....lately my body has been exhasted and dehydrated....sooo sad...

my knuckles hurt.....sighs....it hurts to type....

sighs sighs...

self- mutilation.....

my body is the temple of GOD......it's just not right.....

sighs sighs.....

sighs sighs....

sighs=.=

Twila Paris- Run to You

Faster now than ever, I run to You
Now I know You better, I run to You
I am a little older now, You know it's true
Maybe a little wiser, too, I run to You
And I can see deeper than I did before
I do believe, never have I been so sure
That I need You every minute, every day
That I need You more than I could ever say

Ooh, I run to You
Ooh, what else would I do?
I run to You, ooh, I run to You
Ooh

Even on the sad days, I run to You
Even on the good days, too, I run to You
Even before all else fails, You know it's true
You are the wind in my sails, I run to You
And I can see deeper than I did before
I do believe, never have I been so sure
That I need You every footstep, all the way
That I need You so much more than I can say