keke^^:D:P

yupz yupz....well i don't normally turn on my speakers. plus.....my blog always has the same song that cat has!!! keke^^:D:P

i love her music choice!!!

keke^^:D:P

well you see, i normally never listen to english music....keke^^:D:P i just d/l all this chinese stuff. keke^^:D:P

well at least for people that listen to music that i don't listen to....keke^^:D:P you should say thanks to cat ga la!!! that girl has sucha great style. keke^^:D:P

sex?!?!?

hm.....yeah, don't mind this entry....i'm just blabbling.....

well yeah, i was like reading something....a magazine article. of course stupid media talks about sex as if it's not something to be treasured....=.=

well n e ways. yeah....it's like......sex is an exercise. it uses every muscle in your body. blah blah and blah blah. what!?!?!? what kinda exercise is this?!?!? for whom?!?!? the guy or the girl or the girl and the other girl or the guy and the other guy?!?!? who who who?!?!? what kinda work-out is that?!?!? @.@ well yeah...as i said....just ignore this entry....i'm blabbling......just a very very odd like entry i know.

Our Convo

[10:13:43 PM] Willy: hiii
[10:13:56 PM] ...if i have: hey hey
[10:13:58 PM] ...if i have: what's up ar?
[10:14:31 PM] Willy: reading some stuff for uni
[10:14:39 PM] ...if i have: i see....
[10:14:42 PM] ...if i have: keke^^:D:P
[10:14:46 PM] ...if i have: how muchie stuff la?
[10:18:23 PM] Willy: just a couple pages
[10:18:27 PM] Willy: tired already
[10:18:28 PM] Willy: lol
[10:18:30 PM] ...if i have: keke^^:D:P
[10:18:33 PM] ...if i have: all that boring?
[10:18:34 PM] ...if i have: keke^^:D:P
[10:25:04 PM] Willy: very very
[10:25:10 PM] Willy: lol~~ what about u? what u doing?
[10:25:18 PM] ...if i have: talking on the phone ga la
[10:25:20 PM] ...if i have: keke^^:D:P
[10:25:33 PM] ...if i have: besides that
[10:25:35 PM] ...if i have: talking to you
[10:25:36 PM] ...if i have: that's bout it
[10:25:38 PM] ...if i have: keke^^:D:P
[10:31:28 PM] Willy: haha, u are? w/ who?
[10:31:39 PM] ...if i have: oh, no one you know
[10:31:43 PM] ...if i have: my friend from school
[10:35:47 PM] Willy: lol~` that's cool
[10:35:48 PM] Willy: fun?
[10:36:16 PM] ...if i have: keke^^:D:P
[10:36:17 PM] ...if i have: not too bad
[10:36:20 PM] ...if i have: getting riled up
[10:36:21 PM] ...if i have: sighs sighs
[10:36:25 PM] ...if i have: sooo nervous about everything...
[10:42:04 PM] Willy: lol, why?
[10:42:06 PM] Willy: what's wrong?
[10:42:17 PM] ...if i have: nothing really
[10:42:23 PM] ...if i have: stupid matters between friends
[10:43:14 PM] Willy: i see.... u alright?
[10:43:16 PM] Willy: arguments?
[10:43:54 PM] ...if i have: not really
[10:44:11 PM] ...if i have: kinda i suppose
[10:45:21 PM] Willy: i see.... so... u are still ok, right?
[10:45:39 PM] ...if i have: physically yes
[10:45:45 PM] ...if i have: not so sure about mentally though....
[10:45:59 PM] ...if i have: but i think i'll be alrights...
[10:46:00 PM] ...if i have: eventually
[10:46:03 PM] ...if i have: i always am!
[10:46:04 PM] ...if i have: keke^^:D:P
[10:46:31 PM] ...if i have: yupz yupz...
[10:49:56 PM] ...if i have: have you ever been put in the situation where you haveta choose which friend you want to help?
[10:50:05 PM] ...if i have: it's sooo difficult!
[10:50:08 PM] ...if i have: sighs sighs....
[10:50:44 PM] ...if i have: i mean....it sounds sooo kiddish....and soooo much like a little kid thing, but that's what i feel and ultimately know it's a choice i'll have to do one of these days.
[10:52:37 PM] ...if i have: i know you're reading
[10:52:45 PM] ...if i have: i know i shouldn't bug you with my stupid problems...
[10:52:54 PM] ...if i have: ...
[10:54:08 PM] Willy: nono its ok
[10:54:09 PM] Willy: sorry
[10:54:15 PM] Willy: but... yah, that's hard to choose from
[10:54:36 PM] Willy: but... maybe u shold try to negotiate w/ both of them face to face
[10:54:38 PM] Willy: just u 3
[10:54:53 PM] ...if i have: see, one of my friends don't know that i know....
[10:55:12 PM] ...if i have: one of them are trying to keep me away from all these problems....
[10:55:31 PM] ...if i have: and the one that told me wants to keep it like that...so it seems like it's just a problem between the two of them!
[10:56:02 PM] ...if i have: so if i come and talk to them.....i'll get both of them hating me
[10:56:15 PM] ...if i have: so the web only becomes greater....not smaller
[10:56:23 PM] ...if i have: ...
[10:56:25 PM] ...if i have: sighs...
[10:57:36 PM] Willy: then... if that's what they want
[10:57:40 PM] Willy: just leave it to them
[10:57:48 PM] Willy: they have to solve within themselves
[10:58:40 PM] ...if i have: what happens if the issue doesn't get solved?
[10:59:06 PM] ...if i have: that means each person's hate only grows for each other
[10:59:14 PM] Willy: yoyo i gtg noow
[10:59:16 PM] Willy: sorry, eh?>
[10:59:21 PM] ...if i have: no problems
[10:59:21 PM] Willy: just take care of it carefully tho
[10:59:31 PM] ...if i have: thanx n e ways
[10:59:33 PM] ...if i have: :)
[11:00:28 PM] ...if i have: really helped actually
[11:00:44 PM] ...if i have: thanx....:D:P
[11:00:48 PM] ...if i have: l8z l8z
[11:01:55 PM] Willy: npnp^^
[11:02:03 PM] Willy: dont get involved too much
[11:02:05 PM] Willy: it isnt ur problem
[11:02:08 PM] Willy: byye
[11:02:14 PM] * Willy is now Away

funny

keke^^:D:P out of all my friends, i am one of the people who update the most often. i update in a matter of seconds. sighs sighs. it's realy because i have nothing better to do. sighs sighs. need to talk to pat later on tonight. i really gotta see what's up with him.

args args. it's my fault....

sighs sighs...

i still find willy's words rather well.....comforting........don't know why.......they just do.

blah....well.....it's really stupid.....do you want me to post my conversation? well i will....

Unpleasant!

args args.

well i wanted to go to utm. sighs sighs. but now, i am unable to go to utm because of problems. my parents are afraid that i will associate myself with THOSE group of people. sighs sighs. but i have never given reason for anyone to be mean to me. sighs sighs.

i don't even know if those people would really come after me. sighs sighs. i am no longer conflicted about personal issues....i am stuck going to like mac, guelph, or egh.....don't know....waterloo or western? i don't even know....i might be going to ottawa u. sighs sighs.

i don't know if i can stay sooo far by myself and be alone without parent supervision.

i don't know if i can do it! sighs sighs.....so very very sad!

oh wellz....

no more hopes and dreams of utm.......it's just not "SAFE" to go there n e more. sighs sighs...

hungry

sighs sighs. i don't know what to write.

sighs sighs. i feel sooo crappy.

i have sooo much calculas hmwk.

well i'm having my first calculas test on like monday! sighs sighs. it's already going to be my second week!!!! sighs sighs.

school is sooo fast!!!!

sighs sighs. soon it will be time for university applications!!! sighs sighs