today

keke^^:D:P today was sooo awesome!!!

yupz yupz. first school. soooo very very boring of course. and then after, that's where all the fun started. well keke^^:d:P one of these days, i'll go to vals and start playing standard mode and kick ass. keke^^:D:P but it'll take a while first. sad i know....but nothing i can do about it. keke^^:D:P well n e whoo.....yeah......

happy happy happy.

oakville place......was sooo wanting to call cat, but then she was probably in class or at home.....
and then...after that.....ddr....and then after that....bbt...keke^^:D:P after all that...we went to go visit my poor seepecial and very sickly friend ray. sighs sighs. yupz yupz...her and her english toffee. smells sooo sweet. keke^^:D:P

yupz yupz...after all that...i went home....keke^^:D:P

missing ya

keke^^:D:P this is to all those people out there that i really don't get to see often. it sux i know i know, but i try to talkie to you as muchie as possible

well tomorrow i have the car, but my mommy's all bitchy about it because i forgot about a doctor's appointment today. i called home....she never picked up...and then she blames me for not calling her....=.= that's what a stupid cell phone is....and i've been using it all day. stupid stupid people. args args.

well n e whoo....i haveta help scott with his calc tom. so yeah, won't be going out to lunchie with the crew. keke^^:D:P but i still love you all!!!! keke^^:D:P very glad to help him....i love scotty, he is such a total sweet heart. keke^^:D:P him and his hunting. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz...he'll probably have other people helping him though. sighs sighs.

after that...haveta go home and drive mommy to work. keke^^:D:P then i'm driving myself to tutoring. keke^^:D:P how fun aye?!?! keke^^:D:P yupz yupz...

more calculusing

okie.....calc to me would be the easiest math. i am probably not proven wrong either because i actually enjoy calculus. the only problem is, i get how to do it, but i can't ever get the right numbers. shit man....i am sooo gonna cry.

i mean.....this test doesn't cover all that muchie.....i just can't get the right answer. sighs sighs. mr. capron's gonna be disappointed in me, and myself.....i'm gonna be disappointed too. my tutor is gonna whack me across my head because i'm doing sooo poorly. he's gonna blame himself and blame me for not doing my hmwk. i do do my hmwk, but i give up really easily. that's why i suck sooo badly. sighs sighs.

yeah......i don't really have much energy to try very hard n e more. i mean, emotionally, certain things i have the energy to strain and try to succeed, but in school,......i could really care less.

all my bitching is useless.....args args...

things on my test today at second period:

• basic derivatives
• eqn of tangent
• complex derivatives such as combination ones
• normal, horizontal and parrallel points
• application

okie....i am officially screwed for the application part......i know that already. i'm okie with my basic derivatives cause that's easy.....eqn of tangent.....i should be able to do cause it ain't that hard either. complex derivatives......i'm sooo screwed for that part because i try sooo hard and i still get every answer wrong. sighs sighs. it's sad i know.....normal horizontal and parallel points....okie....i should be able to do this unless the eqn is a super hard one that i can't solve....so for this test....i'm aiming for an 80.......would be glad to have an 80....but i know all i'll get is a 70. sighs sighs. math just isn't my forte......sighs sighs. grrrrrrr