i wonder if brian even remember's writing this? but well....i was searching stuff...and i found it......so i'd like to post it. wonder if he'll tell me to take it off?
A moment's time of deep colour blue
Reflecting my dreadful mood of rue
Noises clash of mustered conversations
Reflects the talk of mere sensations
Self-denials scurry about
Like mice in my head, horrible scouts
Sometimes wondering why care exists
Along with other feelings, floating in the mist
Colours of red, orange, and yellow
Shaded my anger of light so bright
Colours of green, blue, and purple
Surrounds my anger with calmness so light
Mellowed thoughts and distinctive emotions
Each contain a different notion
Am not happy but am not sad
Has my disease gone that bad
For that instant my mind blurs up
Cannot focus, overflowing my cup
Smiles soar through
Because happy is better than sad
Frowns soar through
Because sad is better than mad
I am not right, thinking this way
Slowly drifting, drifting far far away
God is my life
He is about
Satan is my death
He is my doubt
Philosophy reads my mind so clear
Emotions can only bring out my tears
Without me , there will be no tears
There is stands at back, facing my rear
A phase of my life, it will soon pass
Grouping with other phases, growing in mass
My happiness is beyond comparison
My pride is growing
God used me to help her
To show His glory shining
He is Almighty, and helps us
Although we are unworthy
He forgave us lots
So we became worthy
Love is undying
My tears are not sad
They show my gratitude
Not sadness, but am glad
I prayed for help
She prayed it too
God answered our prayers
Helping not one, but two
I am happy now
And so shall you
We are interconnected souls
So if I'm happy, so should you
Naive shyness and light smiles
On my soul it rests
Although it does not always show
When it does, it is best
God gave her to me
And gave her courage to love me
I love her also
And I don't how how to praise Thee
I believe in Him wholeheartedly
Because of the works I saw
It incredible the things He does
Makes me drop my jaw.
Can I say I love Him more
Nothing words can begin to tell
I see God in my life
So I may rise up after I fell
This does not end.
It does not pass.
Share your feelings.
Make it everlast.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Monday, December 13, 2004
sabby being weird again
☆~雪花~☆...~???every day is a day of love???~[exhausted beyond belief]... says:
^up there....my current msn nn. keke^^:D:P don't know...jsut felt like having lil characters for my name....now i'm still missing those stupid yellow emoticons, but ain't planning to add em. yupz yupz...think it's pretty just the way it is.
well it's just me being weird again. me in a weird mood. keke^^:D:P kinda a tad tooo hypa. keke^^:D:P oh wellz....
^up there....my current msn nn. keke^^:D:P don't know...jsut felt like having lil characters for my name....now i'm still missing those stupid yellow emoticons, but ain't planning to add em. yupz yupz...think it's pretty just the way it is.
well it's just me being weird again. me in a weird mood. keke^^:D:P kinda a tad tooo hypa. keke^^:D:P oh wellz....
Eva Cassidy- Fields of Gold.
sorry....another classic song. and i have this thing for listening to old music.....>.< ain't tooo bad i suppose....need to wrap christmas presents now...l8a l8a....
You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Among the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
So she took her love for to gaze awhile
Among the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold
Will you stay with me will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
And you can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We will walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold
I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We will walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold
Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
As you lie in fields of gold
You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Among the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold
You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Among the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
So she took her love for to gaze awhile
Among the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold
Will you stay with me will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
And you can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We will walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold
I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We will walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold
Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
As you lie in fields of gold
You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Among the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold
monday, december 13, 2004
well today....it was a great day at school. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. sooo amazing. yupz yupz. fun fun day.
let's see.....hm....
well.....first period....i was let out early cause i had all my hmwk done. and i was on top of my stuff...so ms. carroll let me out of class. yeah....i must say for once i am very proud of myself. i finished my isu....and stuff.
second period.....let's just say calc.....not tooo bad.....confusing as usual. but i'll get it...just haveta sit around to understand it.
third came and rolled by. oh that's my worst class ever. sux sooo bad.
and then after that....i went to milton with my mother. oh, so it is 80% positive that after i graduate and i'm in uni, my parents will move to milton. into a bigger much bigger house!!!
yeah....well went to some milton mall......oh...it is actually called the milton mall....and there was like only a handful of stores. i can almost pretty much name them seriously. so yeah....decided to buy a book and sit in the car. one of the biggest mistakes in my life. froze my fingers off and my toes off. yes, i took off my shoes cause i like to get comfortable when i read books. yeah...i bought THE NOTEBOOK. i just haveta see what the hype about that movie is all about. so yeah. keke^^:D:P finished about half the book in like 2 hours. so yeah. woooo whoooo for me! well gotsta go and eat din din now...l8a l8a world...
let's see.....hm....
well.....first period....i was let out early cause i had all my hmwk done. and i was on top of my stuff...so ms. carroll let me out of class. yeah....i must say for once i am very proud of myself. i finished my isu....and stuff.
second period.....let's just say calc.....not tooo bad.....confusing as usual. but i'll get it...just haveta sit around to understand it.
third came and rolled by. oh that's my worst class ever. sux sooo bad.
and then after that....i went to milton with my mother. oh, so it is 80% positive that after i graduate and i'm in uni, my parents will move to milton. into a bigger much bigger house!!!
yeah....well went to some milton mall......oh...it is actually called the milton mall....and there was like only a handful of stores. i can almost pretty much name them seriously. so yeah....decided to buy a book and sit in the car. one of the biggest mistakes in my life. froze my fingers off and my toes off. yes, i took off my shoes cause i like to get comfortable when i read books. yeah...i bought THE NOTEBOOK. i just haveta see what the hype about that movie is all about. so yeah. keke^^:D:P finished about half the book in like 2 hours. so yeah. woooo whoooo for me! well gotsta go and eat din din now...l8a l8a world...
my sunday
let's see what i did yesterday. well now. as a typical sunday, i wake up at like 8 sum odd to go to church round 10. yeah...gotsta do some homework and then do some sunday chores. but yesterday, i didn't actually get up till nine. yeah....let's just say my lazy bone took over again=.=
so at church...i didn't go to sunday skool cause i was watching this hillarious teen presentation that they were all practicing for. it was amazing. keke^^:D:P and then service. met a very nice guy named shelby? i think that's his name...either shelby or sheldon. args.....>.< me and my bad memories. he was a very nice guy with a nice smile. keke^^:D:P but n e whoo......after service....we had christmas lunch.
hm...after lunch....we went shopping. joy, jean, ann and i went shopping at sq1. sooo great. yeah yeah. busted like 60$ args args=.= yeah....2 gifts for some other people....and 1 for myself...yeah...got myself a new wallet. my garfield one had a big hole on one side and you could see everything that i had in that pocket. so yeah. time for a new one of course. keke^^:D:P it's one from roots. yes...roots means sex in australian....keke^^:D:P sooo funnay. wonder what the word joy means? keke^^:D:Pbut n e whoo.....jean was looking for shoes. every pair of shoes jean wanted she couldn't find. man...there was a pair of shoes from aldo that i really wanted. super big plats yo!!!! but then again...i don't need plats...i ain't that short. but still....a girl can never have enough of heels. i suppose that only applies when you are my height. >.<
well jean has great driving skills. no matter what she thinks....even though we got lost a few times...it's all kool. hey.....i get lost all the time. it's alrights. so yeah. keke^^:D:P at least she's a safe driver. actually....all my friends are pretty safe drivers. so yeah. it's all good. yeah yeah:D
well n e whoo.....after shopping...i went to jeans...didn't get home till like 9ish...and then hadda shower and do that oakville report. yeah....finished that report around 10ish....so all in all...took me about a full hour. and that was my night.
wait....then i had trouble sleeping. i didn't fall asleep till about 1. and after that...i kept waking up every 15 mins or sumthing. sighs sighs. sucked bad....that's why i'm sooo moody and grumpy today.....i have the biggest splitting headacheargs.....@.@
well n e whoo......need to set my relationships with people straight or well....i'm gonna mess myself over again=.= well n e whoo...yeah....
so at church...i didn't go to sunday skool cause i was watching this hillarious teen presentation that they were all practicing for. it was amazing. keke^^:D:P and then service. met a very nice guy named shelby? i think that's his name...either shelby or sheldon. args.....>.< me and my bad memories. he was a very nice guy with a nice smile. keke^^:D:P but n e whoo......after service....we had christmas lunch.
hm...after lunch....we went shopping. joy, jean, ann and i went shopping at sq1. sooo great. yeah yeah. busted like 60$ args args=.= yeah....2 gifts for some other people....and 1 for myself...yeah...got myself a new wallet. my garfield one had a big hole on one side and you could see everything that i had in that pocket. so yeah. time for a new one of course. keke^^:D:P it's one from roots. yes...roots means sex in australian....keke^^:D:P sooo funnay. wonder what the word joy means? keke^^:D:Pbut n e whoo.....jean was looking for shoes. every pair of shoes jean wanted she couldn't find. man...there was a pair of shoes from aldo that i really wanted. super big plats yo!!!! but then again...i don't need plats...i ain't that short. but still....a girl can never have enough of heels. i suppose that only applies when you are my height. >.<
well jean has great driving skills. no matter what she thinks....even though we got lost a few times...it's all kool. hey.....i get lost all the time. it's alrights. so yeah. keke^^:D:P at least she's a safe driver. actually....all my friends are pretty safe drivers. so yeah. it's all good. yeah yeah:D
well n e whoo.....after shopping...i went to jeans...didn't get home till like 9ish...and then hadda shower and do that oakville report. yeah....finished that report around 10ish....so all in all...took me about a full hour. and that was my night.
wait....then i had trouble sleeping. i didn't fall asleep till about 1. and after that...i kept waking up every 15 mins or sumthing. sighs sighs. sucked bad....that's why i'm sooo moody and grumpy today.....i have the biggest splitting headacheargs.....@.@
well n e whoo......need to set my relationships with people straight or well....i'm gonna mess myself over again=.= well n e whoo...yeah....
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