hm, man, i used to think dat i wuz like majorly unforgetting. yeah, unforgetting as the thought that well, i forgive, but i don't forget. hahah=>:D:P yeah, it brings meh anger when people get mad at meh. but i duno why, i still forgive, and i try to forget, but i never can. is it a state that can't be achieved? or is it simply because i care too much? hm....i don't sleep very well, maybe dats my failure. sighs sighs. but den again, a trait doesn't make meh a failure, it's just sumthing dat shows my worst side. hm. lately i've been super cagey about everything. i'm looking over my shoulders all da time, i stare at people's faces feeling as if dey see sumthing hideous in meh. i can't say i don't trust n e one, because knowing meh, i always leave my heart vunerable. hm. my head hurts all the time, maybe it's the radiation from the pc. hm. yeah yeah. i'm tired. i'm getting fat because i i do is eat even if i don't have an appetite. hm. i don't think i shall be eating din din tonite. hm. i'm gonna go study for a chem test now. so yes. feel tired. hm. can someone sanp meh out of this dream world? eveything has sudenly become sooo blurred. i'm not living in fog, but everything seems soo confusing now. arg!


hm....dat green tea candy dat i've been looking for, i still can't find. sooo evil, dat green tea candy dun like mhe. hm. i think dre's sumthing wrong with meh, i've lost all urges to eat, and i feel like puking now.