man, i should really stop caring. sighs sighs. it's not like n e one else does. hm. if you look at my arm, people would prolly think i was suicidal because it's like cuts right round my wrist. no, i have no been attempting suicide again. i was simply just bored. yeah, physical pain when self inflicted doesn't really hurt. well at least it doesn't hurt to me. it more of a like pleasure to me actually. but it's weird. i really do think it's more like i am punishing myself for nothing than merely just being a human. meh. dunno. me tooo tired. args args. head hurting tooo muchie now. args args. i'll just go and hug my mr. foxie and sleep then. sighs sighs. my daddy left the house without his car keys. keke^^ man, he's getting old now that he's forgetting really simple stuff that he ought to remember. sighs sighs.
sleeping. l8a l8a
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Saturday, August 28, 2004
Next Week
sighs sighs. next week is sooo hectic for me. but then again, i haven't been doing n e thing this whole summer n e ways. sighs sighs. i just someone would have like swept me off my feet and wisped me away from here. sighs sighs. oh wellz. but my dreams/fantasy's never come true. well i've had dreams that came true before......but those were dejavous......so yeah. meh. scarry though.
yeah......next week. well i'll start from sunday then.
sunday: church as usual. prolly picking up pat, maybe not. i dunno. then maybe jean and ann's if she wants my company. if she doesn't, then i'll prolly go hom and then go to the gym
monday: nothing. prolly going to the gym. reading, and some more sleeping. and then maybe going shopping with my mommy, which she probably hasta work so basically just boring my ass off.
tuesday: registration. waking up val in morning. going to guidance to fix schedule. then meet up with cat with or without val. don't know if she'll come or not.
wednesday: dunno what i'll do in the day time....but i'll prolly be at a party some time during this day.
thursday: boring bum bum off
friday: boring bum bum off today again
saturday: even more boring bum bum
yeah......next week. well i'll start from sunday then.
sunday: church as usual. prolly picking up pat, maybe not. i dunno. then maybe jean and ann's if she wants my company. if she doesn't, then i'll prolly go hom and then go to the gym
monday: nothing. prolly going to the gym. reading, and some more sleeping. and then maybe going shopping with my mommy, which she probably hasta work so basically just boring my ass off.
tuesday: registration. waking up val in morning. going to guidance to fix schedule. then meet up with cat with or without val. don't know if she'll come or not.
wednesday: dunno what i'll do in the day time....but i'll prolly be at a party some time during this day.
thursday: boring bum bum off
friday: boring bum bum off today again
saturday: even more boring bum bum
Tired
sighs sighs, i am extremely tired. args args. i only got like 5 hours of sleep today. my daddy woke me up at like about 9 or so.......args....that means i have closer to four hours sleep than 5. args args. fine...n e ways....i woke up.....and then i went to the gym for two hours....came home at like 1. sighs sighs. my daddy and my mommy didn't make lunch....so i didn't eat n e thing till like just about 15 mins ago. args args.
freaking val didn't call me back....yet again......for like the let's count......5th time this week! args args. every time she says that she will call me back she never ends up calling me back. args. if she isn't planning to call me, don't say that she will. args args. yeah i know she;s busy and all.....but args.......it still pisses me off because i'm one of those people who'll actually wait by the phone if someone says they'll call me. so i just don't think it's a nice thing to say if you don't really have the intention of calling someone back. args args.
well n e ways. i think i'll sleep soon. my head hurts alot.
gained another 4 pounds this week. args args....
how the hell did i go from like 118 to like 132 in two days??!?!?! what the hell? did i like absorb everything i ate?!?!? what the heck?
no one is inviting me to go n e where.....well got invited to a party. i will prolly go. just haveta find the time to get a gift. i don't have the time to shop....then i'll just stay at home and mope and like just fold stars for this person then. blah.
cat's coming home monday!!!! well not home because her home will always be in singapore...but hey, home for the time being. keke^^ well, we'll just haveta figure out plans for when she comes back. keke^^:D:P
stupid tutor called me today like 20 mins ago. and he's like.....i would like to have a class with you on the 31st.....is it possible? and i'm like...oh, no, i've made other arrangements. and he's like, oh, then you'll just haveta cancel. and i was like, no. he shouldn't have asked if it was possible to have class if he was trying force me to have class. stupid smart ass. args args.
it's like 5:19 now. i know that if i sleep now, i won't sleep tonight. so i think i'll just haveta sleep early tonight. like say.....sleep at like 9ish? that's nice and early. sighs sighs. but it's still 4 hours away!!!! no!!!!
freaking val didn't call me back....yet again......for like the let's count......5th time this week! args args. every time she says that she will call me back she never ends up calling me back. args. if she isn't planning to call me, don't say that she will. args args. yeah i know she;s busy and all.....but args.......it still pisses me off because i'm one of those people who'll actually wait by the phone if someone says they'll call me. so i just don't think it's a nice thing to say if you don't really have the intention of calling someone back. args args.
well n e ways. i think i'll sleep soon. my head hurts alot.
gained another 4 pounds this week. args args....
how the hell did i go from like 118 to like 132 in two days??!?!?! what the hell? did i like absorb everything i ate?!?!? what the heck?
no one is inviting me to go n e where.....well got invited to a party. i will prolly go. just haveta find the time to get a gift. i don't have the time to shop....then i'll just stay at home and mope and like just fold stars for this person then. blah.
cat's coming home monday!!!! well not home because her home will always be in singapore...but hey, home for the time being. keke^^ well, we'll just haveta figure out plans for when she comes back. keke^^:D:P
stupid tutor called me today like 20 mins ago. and he's like.....i would like to have a class with you on the 31st.....is it possible? and i'm like...oh, no, i've made other arrangements. and he's like, oh, then you'll just haveta cancel. and i was like, no. he shouldn't have asked if it was possible to have class if he was trying force me to have class. stupid smart ass. args args.
it's like 5:19 now. i know that if i sleep now, i won't sleep tonight. so i think i'll just haveta sleep early tonight. like say.....sleep at like 9ish? that's nice and early. sighs sighs. but it's still 4 hours away!!!! no!!!!
Superficiality!
well now, let's see what superficial means. hm...here comes what dictionary.com says about being superficial.
- Of, affecting, or being on or near the surface: a superficial wound.
- Concerned with or comprehending only what is apparent or obvious; shallow.
- Apparent rather than actual or substantial: a superficial resemblance.
- Trivial; insignificant: made only a few superficial changes in the manuscript.
and in my life time, i have known a few rather superficial people, but most of those friends are more acquaintances than n e thing else. if you think you are good looking, it obviously shows when you ego almost burns through the roof. if you take alot of time out of the day to fix your hair, reapply makeup, fix your clothes, check yourself out in the mirror sooo often, those are either signs of way tooo much confidence in yourself, or either you are lacking in confidence. but either way, you look at what you have, or what you are, and you merely only see an image. it is being shallow. you reassure yourself in your looks, or the things you have. let alone being superficial it's also what i call materialistic. hey, i'm not accusing n e one here, i'm just simply seeing alot of people doing things and saying alot of stupid things now days. but we are all human, if we can't change our insides, it's alot easier to change our appearance. but meh.
well, i'm getting bored of this....i'll think i'll read a book. oh....i've finished the 766 pages in harry potter in like 5/6 days. keke^^ it's sooo great! keke^^:D:P well i've read some of the parts before. well i think she took some of the things in the book from the fanfics. so yeah. i've read some of it even before ever having read it.
oh sollie, got bored again.
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