Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Saturday, January 31, 2004
let's just say that i'm one of those people, that constantly blog. and there's no way to get through to me accept through words. hm. args args. i'm frustrated beyond believe. hey hey, great time at toronto wasn't it val and rachel? kekek^^ well val, i'll haveta return ur five bux when we get back to skool. kekek^^ stupid people. oh wellz. no, not calling you people stupid....just stuff on my mind. args. so velly tired. args. everyone out on dates and such. semester turn around, how fun aye? kekek^^ args args. if i post what i want to say, and those that i think that don't come reading my pagie, read it...then i'm screwed. but if i don't post my thoughts and i just become more and more upset about it...i will hurt those around me. hm.....the problem of it all.
it's not like many people go and read my blog anyways. hm....i think i might and just go out and by stupid things just so that i feel better. hm. shall i or shall i not? the dilema....args args. hm.
one may say that i'm ugly, but beauty as everyone says is only skin deep. so unless you are very superficial, you have no right to judge anyone as being pretty or not. true beauty only comes from the soul. but why do i bother to even write this down? i know that i'm not ugly, but am i just saying this as a means to make myself feel better. sighs sighs.
where's my night in shining armour when i need to be saved?? wait wait...seeetupid q la....cause i know that answer sooo well. sighs sighs.
oh yeah, if you were to say that i was one of god's uglier creations, does that mean you are GOD? the fact is, it's a way of putting into words that people think you don't deserve to be on this world because you are too ugly or sumthing. the fact is.,....as i always say...beauty is in the eye of te beholder...and our creator my GOD, has never created a ugly thing ever. just because people try to attain "perfection" by doing face lifts and shit, does not mean that you will become perfect. perfection is a state where mere humans cannot attain.
oh yes....thinking now.....as i always do. being dissed only makes one stronger. being dissed makes you apply the things you already know. oh yes. they say that i go into books because i have no friends. hey, friends are of my choice, what i choose to do is none of anyone's business to begin with. see, there are reasons why i'm not defending myself as most people have done. you see, because while defending myself, stupid people that don't care about how others feel only see the comment as what they want to interpret, not how it was meant to be interpreted. so yes....as i live on....there will be no bone of anger or hate. so therefore, i must get rid of this anger i have against winston. even though i have no clue what the heck i did. i can only pray that my forgiveness isn't too late. and by the means of forgiving, it shall also mean to forget.
maybe i shall ever be forgotten in this world after i die. but there's no point to only living to other's standards.
oh yeah, i'm quite glad that fuckers like that think i'm ugly. therefore, then i know if they actually liked me, they'd only want me because i'm a girl and i have place for them to stick there dick in. so therefore, keke^^ in other words...people that i don't give more than just a one glance at. so yes.....i'm glad i don't get attention from superficial asses like that. i'm glad there are those that think i'm ugly and hideous, then that way, they will never get to know me. and i will never truly know how black their black light can actually get.
it's not like many people go and read my blog anyways. hm....i think i might and just go out and by stupid things just so that i feel better. hm. shall i or shall i not? the dilema....args args. hm.
one may say that i'm ugly, but beauty as everyone says is only skin deep. so unless you are very superficial, you have no right to judge anyone as being pretty or not. true beauty only comes from the soul. but why do i bother to even write this down? i know that i'm not ugly, but am i just saying this as a means to make myself feel better. sighs sighs.
where's my night in shining armour when i need to be saved?? wait wait...seeetupid q la....cause i know that answer sooo well. sighs sighs.
oh yeah, if you were to say that i was one of god's uglier creations, does that mean you are GOD? the fact is, it's a way of putting into words that people think you don't deserve to be on this world because you are too ugly or sumthing. the fact is.,....as i always say...beauty is in the eye of te beholder...and our creator my GOD, has never created a ugly thing ever. just because people try to attain "perfection" by doing face lifts and shit, does not mean that you will become perfect. perfection is a state where mere humans cannot attain.
oh yes....thinking now.....as i always do. being dissed only makes one stronger. being dissed makes you apply the things you already know. oh yes. they say that i go into books because i have no friends. hey, friends are of my choice, what i choose to do is none of anyone's business to begin with. see, there are reasons why i'm not defending myself as most people have done. you see, because while defending myself, stupid people that don't care about how others feel only see the comment as what they want to interpret, not how it was meant to be interpreted. so yes....as i live on....there will be no bone of anger or hate. so therefore, i must get rid of this anger i have against winston. even though i have no clue what the heck i did. i can only pray that my forgiveness isn't too late. and by the means of forgiving, it shall also mean to forget.
maybe i shall ever be forgotten in this world after i die. but there's no point to only living to other's standards.
oh yeah, i'm quite glad that fuckers like that think i'm ugly. therefore, then i know if they actually liked me, they'd only want me because i'm a girl and i have place for them to stick there dick in. so therefore, keke^^ in other words...people that i don't give more than just a one glance at. so yes.....i'm glad i don't get attention from superficial asses like that. i'm glad there are those that think i'm ugly and hideous, then that way, they will never get to know me. and i will never truly know how black their black light can actually get.
hm....beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and you are not the beholder in which i seek. kekek^^ on a JESUS rant today. and i suppose it's good for me. hm. oh wellz. so velly tired. velly velly tired. args...and i can't get outta my head. what have i done to them? keke^^ oh wellz. a bunch of guys....what do they matter? no problems. through this i'll learn that anger isn't the way. and even those that seem to be soo stupid and full of anger should be loved. hm....does that mean i should still love winston as a friend? hm. maybe i should. but then what difference does it make if well, i can still love him as my friend, but he doesn't treat me as one? but then again, it makes all the difference in the world. but there are those that cannot tolerate love, caring, and kindness. but then there are those that love, caring and kindness is all they actually need. so tired and sick of shit like this happening.
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