hm....beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and you are not the beholder in which i seek. kekek^^ on a JESUS rant today. and i suppose it's good for me. hm. oh wellz. so velly tired. velly velly tired. args...and i can't get outta my head. what have i done to them? keke^^ oh wellz. a bunch of guys....what do they matter? no problems. through this i'll learn that anger isn't the way. and even those that seem to be soo stupid and full of anger should be loved. hm....does that mean i should still love winston as a friend? hm. maybe i should. but then what difference does it make if well, i can still love him as my friend, but he doesn't treat me as one? but then again, it makes all the difference in the world. but there are those that cannot tolerate love, caring, and kindness. but then there are those that love, caring and kindness is all they actually need. so tired and sick of shit like this happening.