rather depressed.......sighs sighs....
oh wellz.....a good morning....horrible afternoon. been gonig downhill eversince well....school started....args args....
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Monday, September 20, 2004
shitz....
sighs sighs....feeling like crap...
lunchtime has ruined my mood now. args args....
adeel asks me why i'm not with jenny, nat and steph..... and i just said cause i hadda do work.....but honestly, it's cause i didn't want to admit that i have no clue where they are....blah...
oh wellz......not my fault....meh.....
pissed....more like disappointed
lunchtime has ruined my mood now. args args....
adeel asks me why i'm not with jenny, nat and steph..... and i just said cause i hadda do work.....but honestly, it's cause i didn't want to admit that i have no clue where they are....blah...
oh wellz......not my fault....meh.....
pissed....more like disappointed
uni???
yeah yeah...got a phone to use for the uni fair....args...class doesn't end till like 1:51......this sucks some ass.....args args.
yeah.....been singo for sooo long...args args......
stupid people screwing up my life every chance they have! args args....what total bs! args args./
yeah.....i'm profanity mode. blah
well i don't know.....have some feeling that my company isn't wanted with alot of people. rather sad. i think it's just the attitude they ahve. args....what the fuck have i done?!?!? sighs sighs. i don't like this feeling. args args. i don't belong n e where. i hate my school. rather....i lvoe it only because it's in oakville. sighs sighs....but i hate the people in oakville...args args......
fucking aye........take me away!!!!
yeah.....been singo for sooo long...args args......
stupid people screwing up my life every chance they have! args args....what total bs! args args./
yeah.....i'm profanity mode. blah
well i don't know.....have some feeling that my company isn't wanted with alot of people. rather sad. i think it's just the attitude they ahve. args....what the fuck have i done?!?!? sighs sighs. i don't like this feeling. args args. i don't belong n e where. i hate my school. rather....i lvoe it only because it's in oakville. sighs sighs....but i hate the people in oakville...args args......
fucking aye........take me away!!!!
oh...sighs sighs...
yeah...displacement isn't that great of a feeling. sooo sad.....sighs sighs. oh wellz. blah......hope to find something to do before the end of school. args args.
well i think i passed my calc test....i messed up two like questions....sighs sighs.....i hope i still have a 90 though.
yeah...this year i am trying to aim higher. i really want to get into a good uni. sighs sighs. i wanna go to utm....args.....stupid short guy......args. destroying my life....not just once.......twice!!! args....what an ass. args...but yet i still care?!?!? what the heck is wrong with me?!?!?
well i still have a society course. i really hope i do well!!!!
sighs sighs. should have studied more for society....but calc is more important. but i still want to do well....keke^^:D:P
well i think i passed my calc test....i messed up two like questions....sighs sighs.....i hope i still have a 90 though.
yeah...this year i am trying to aim higher. i really want to get into a good uni. sighs sighs. i wanna go to utm....args.....stupid short guy......args. destroying my life....not just once.......twice!!! args....what an ass. args...but yet i still care?!?!? what the heck is wrong with me?!?!?
well i still have a society course. i really hope i do well!!!!
sighs sighs. should have studied more for society....but calc is more important. but i still want to do well....keke^^:D:P
displacement
well, i'm at lunch. and well, everyone's gone over to someone else's house or sumthing. i'm feeling rather displaced at the present moment. sighs sighs. it's rather sad. none of my friends are present at the moment. args args. i'm trying to find them.....but right now...sighs....my only friend....the pc. sighs sighs. ain't that rather sad? i sound sooo pathetic. args args. there's nothing i can do. oh wellz. people just don't like me....the school system's against me. none of my friends come looking for me. none of my friends invite me to go anywhere with them n e moer. args. totally bull crap if you ask me.
i hate day twos....
i hate day twos....
school
arg args. gotsta leave the pc soon. well finished the assignment for diversity. well pretty muchie done. just haveta see how i can help ray with her part now. keke^^:D:P
i still think i'm tooo white to be fob....and tooo fobbish to be cbc.....blah,.....i'm a sabina! keke^^:D:P
yupz yupz. happy happy happy happy happy happy happy!
hope those tests today don't ruin my mood, don't wanna cry over school this year.......
pray to GOD that i will pass calc and society!!!
i still think i'm tooo white to be fob....and tooo fobbish to be cbc.....blah,.....i'm a sabina! keke^^:D:P
yupz yupz. happy happy happy happy happy happy happy!
hope those tests today don't ruin my mood, don't wanna cry over school this year.......
pray to GOD that i will pass calc and society!!!
yaya!!
yeah yeah.....i found my sister's cell!!!! yeah yeah. now i just haveta find the charger and i'm done!!! plus....i haveta buy another pay and talk card.....total bs!!!! my sister's cell phone, but i use it all the time now since well....she ain't using it. so yeah! keke^^:D:P for now....it's mine....i'll have a phone to use to call bri!!!! keke^^:D:P yups yups....the highlight of my week....hoping to see brian....or actually, i should say....making sure i see him.......i'll be utterly miserable if i don't....since i'm looking forward to it. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.
haven't updated very often these days. but i don't know.....i don't have much to write about. i mean, i think alot even my friends know that.....but hey.......look on the bright side....i'm not depressed now. keke^^:D:P that's all that matters. i'm kinda really happy and cheery.....but i know that sumthings going to burst my bubbles.....oh wellz. bubbles are meant to go pop. keke^^:D:P
well now....i have a date with a 16 year old. args args......i'm dragging val with me. so i can end it sooner. keke^^:D:P n e one wanna go to sq1 on like friday october the 8th with me? keke^^:D:P dragged val along cause well......i'm freaked......keke^^:D:P VAL I LOVE YA!!!!! and you'd say....."you better love me!" keke^^:D:P yupz yupz, i know i know. my problems, i don't know how i get myself into this crap....and how i end up dragging you! but i love you! keke^^:D:P *HUGS AND MUAHS* keke^^:D:P
haven't updated very often these days. but i don't know.....i don't have much to write about. i mean, i think alot even my friends know that.....but hey.......look on the bright side....i'm not depressed now. keke^^:D:P that's all that matters. i'm kinda really happy and cheery.....but i know that sumthings going to burst my bubbles.....oh wellz. bubbles are meant to go pop. keke^^:D:P
well now....i have a date with a 16 year old. args args......i'm dragging val with me. so i can end it sooner. keke^^:D:P n e one wanna go to sq1 on like friday october the 8th with me? keke^^:D:P dragged val along cause well......i'm freaked......keke^^:D:P VAL I LOVE YA!!!!! and you'd say....."you better love me!" keke^^:D:P yupz yupz, i know i know. my problems, i don't know how i get myself into this crap....and how i end up dragging you! but i love you! keke^^:D:P *HUGS AND MUAHS* keke^^:D:P
class
going to class in about an hour. kekek^^:D:P yups. no first period class today.
went to the gym on saturday, and i'm still sore as hell. but i'm still planning to go today n e ways. i kinda have no choice but to go, i just hope i odn't strain a muscle tooo badly, that i haveta get surgery for it. sighs sighs. yupz yupz. this is what happens when you wanna be fit and become able to defend yourself. yeah, the pain and torture of it all. but in the end....if the time comes....i'll be very happy and welcome it. keke^^:D:P i'll be prepared
for now, the best thing for me to do is to just stay back. i really wanna help you pb and j.... but yeah.....i can't....and if i did.....i'd be only making more trouble. yeah......
they haven't done crap to me yet.....i'm just afraid that they will. if i testify against them, my evidence is tampered with because i'm biased. so yeah......if in court, would they take me as a witness? it's not like i actually saw what happens to you. seriously, i just hear and believe. it's because i know "them". have class in about and hour or so.....so yeah.....sighs sighs
school.....can't go to ut or utm or utsc......args args......my parents or shall i say my mom...just doesn't like the fact that i would have something to do with "them". sighs.....cat....my dreams are destroyed!!!!! no!!!!!! oh wellz.....there are always other universities that are close to ut!!!! keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.
went to the gym on saturday, and i'm still sore as hell. but i'm still planning to go today n e ways. i kinda have no choice but to go, i just hope i odn't strain a muscle tooo badly, that i haveta get surgery for it. sighs sighs. yupz yupz. this is what happens when you wanna be fit and become able to defend yourself. yeah, the pain and torture of it all. but in the end....if the time comes....i'll be very happy and welcome it. keke^^:D:P i'll be prepared
for now, the best thing for me to do is to just stay back. i really wanna help you pb and j.... but yeah.....i can't....and if i did.....i'd be only making more trouble. yeah......
they haven't done crap to me yet.....i'm just afraid that they will. if i testify against them, my evidence is tampered with because i'm biased. so yeah......if in court, would they take me as a witness? it's not like i actually saw what happens to you. seriously, i just hear and believe. it's because i know "them". have class in about and hour or so.....so yeah.....sighs sighs
school.....can't go to ut or utm or utsc......args args......my parents or shall i say my mom...just doesn't like the fact that i would have something to do with "them". sighs.....cat....my dreams are destroyed!!!!! no!!!!!! oh wellz.....there are always other universities that are close to ut!!!! keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.
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