Wednesday, September 17, 2003

i don't know. humans like to jump to the conclusions of things and just well.....think that they're always rite. i give you that....i'm like that too. yeah, i am selfish, and i'm stating the obvious. what is there good to state about that? nothing. nothing at all. if you wanna make a diff in the stats of those being selfish, should u not try to be less selfish, not by being even more selfish?

dat's just what i think. but with all that, u haveta still be willing to get hurt, and still keep urself in good health. that's completely what i think. if you are unwilling to do n e thing about what you say, sometimes you shouldn't say what u just said. as for meh, i'm a total hypocrite, most times i should just listen to myself, cause i'm the only one who can heal the true meh if i really wanted to help myself. but yet, really? i don't. i want to. i try, and i fail, but what's failing?

there is nothing such as failing, but rather u just don't succeed in ur goal. there's nothing like changing, only being more defined. the image and imprint u are supposed to be left will be that way, but as an artist takes time to paint, so will time create a masterpiece of you. but along the way, u touch that hand of time and change and alter the image u are supposed to look like. time, being GOD, he noes ur choices, he noes ur pain. he noes how ur supposed to look like. being you, u are affected by those that are in ur family. as you grow up to be in ur "teen" years, u are influenced by ur friends, and ur family becomes just as important as friends, or even secondary. and when u grow up to become an adult, u affect urself, even ur parents and family are left powerless in front of you. this is true. but in a way, maybe it isn't, maybe it's just because that's how people like it to look. but whateva the problem and case mite be...i'm getting tired...