i mite get mad at my parents very easily some times, but i've come to see this. in my lyphe, i have never been deprived of n e thing, instead, i wuz always given more than i deserved. yeah, i'm the biggest spoiled brat you can get, but in a sense, no i'm not at all spoiled. i have never worked to get what i wanted, instead, all i needed to do was ask and my parents would have given. and if i couldn't have it my way, i'd just find the money some how because my parents gave it to me. in a sense, i will never know how fortunate i am.

yeah yeah, my friend was reading her persian fortune telling kinda book. i noe it's wrong to read horoscopes and everything, but even through a book poems, that's not n e harm is it? it wasn't really fortune telling, it's just a book of poems to tell you things. it's kinda funnay. the book said this, you may say it's fortune cookieish, but really, it wuz very precise. here goes. you worry and stress too much about the things around you, but yet you know how good you've got it. you wish everyday that you could have more, knowing that what you have should suffice your every being. you're dad is one that you should stay on good terms with. his anger results in wraths that may not be so pleasant as time goes by. you're sister has something urgent to tell you, and can only discuss with you because she feels vulnerable telling your parents or her friends. everything around you influences things in you're lyphe. you see everything just as it is, realistic, but at times optimistic. you are very proud and quick of tongue, and with that, you cause much hurt, but much healing all at the same time. once you are able to tame your tongue, great things may happen if you take the chance. stopp worrying and being upset, the world isn't worth your tears or hurt or pain. no one can take what you've lost, but no one can gain what you have. you are selfish, but yet willing to give away everything you have if someone just asked for it. in return, you would want the same, only to find that you can't have it that way, but you live on still trying to be happy.

that's all i can rememba what dat poem insighted to say. so yeah yeah, hehehe=>:D funnay?!?!? yupz yupz. you know who dat describes ma? yupz yupz, meh....every bit of it. hehehe=>:d

it's not how hard you try. really it's not. because no matta how hard, you'll always fail. even when u think u've succeeded, somehow, u have still failed. to achieve something, u must loose sumthing too. with every gain there is a loss. with every loss, there is a gain. hm.....stupid oxymorons....hm.....

well hm. nothing more to say. just wish you all the best of wishes.

well i've figured out one thing, i've really come to not like one thing that people say. they say this, you will always need faith, because faith is the only support. yes. they say that, but are they believing in n e faith? well to tell you the truth, everyone that's said that to meh have been athiests. it's kinda funnay. well to some extent everyone's said dat to meh at least once, but most of them didn't really mean it. most times when people sya it, it wuz to cheer me up, to bring me bak in good terms with myself. yeah, you can all try, but no one can conquer self unless it's urself.

as i've said, everyone's selfish. but at the same time, i've found this out, either ur selfish or selfless. yes. at times there moments when you really just don't wanna do it, but if you were selfish, u wouldn't, and if ur selfless, u'll put everything aside and just say sure, lets. so in the same way, everyone is selfish and selfless all at the same time. well yeah yeah, that's all i gotsta say tonite......