it's not how hard you try. really it's not. because no matta how hard, you'll always fail. even when u think u've succeeded, somehow, u have still failed. to achieve something, u must loose sumthing too. with every gain there is a loss. with every loss, there is a gain. hm.....stupid oxymorons....hm.....

well hm. nothing more to say. just wish you all the best of wishes.

well i've figured out one thing, i've really come to not like one thing that people say. they say this, you will always need faith, because faith is the only support. yes. they say that, but are they believing in n e faith? well to tell you the truth, everyone that's said that to meh have been athiests. it's kinda funnay. well to some extent everyone's said dat to meh at least once, but most of them didn't really mean it. most times when people sya it, it wuz to cheer me up, to bring me bak in good terms with myself. yeah, you can all try, but no one can conquer self unless it's urself.

as i've said, everyone's selfish. but at the same time, i've found this out, either ur selfish or selfless. yes. at times there moments when you really just don't wanna do it, but if you were selfish, u wouldn't, and if ur selfless, u'll put everything aside and just say sure, lets. so in the same way, everyone is selfish and selfless all at the same time. well yeah yeah, that's all i gotsta say tonite......