so apparently, i'm a very good girl.
Chick # 1: sighs, why does it always seem that i give all my heart to the person i like?
chick # 2: girl, it's because you are a good girl. you are a decent girl. you are a really good, nice, cute, sweet girl.
Chick # 1: serious? huh?
Chick # 2: yes. you are a really good girl. you give all your heart to the person you like hoping in return that they will take care of you.
Chick # 1: but does that always haveta mean that it seems that i mean more to a guy than i mean to the guy?
Chick # 2: no it doesn't. but, it's because when you care for someone, you genuinely care for them like there is no tomorrow. you care for them hoping that the person would fully take care of you because that's what you would do. you would fully care for the person. that's just you
Chick # 1: i see i see
sighs....and in a way....i really ask myself why. why i allow myself to be put in such situations when i know i will get hurt if i continue to let myself do this. but maybe, with all this falling, one of these days, i will fall and be caught and it will no longer hurt. when faced with a problem, my friend once told me, "there is one of two things you can do. you can stay far away from the edge and always walk back, or you could go close to the egdge, look over it, and jump. and because you jumped, you would learn to fly." i forgot the exact words she said it to me, but yeah. muhahahaha. love that saying....muhahahaha.
so now....muhahahaha.....people think i'm a good girl. hahahahaha....i suppose i am in a way...hahahah...