Luxembourg

egh.....apparently, luxembourg is the richest nation....but what?!?!?  it's soooo small=.=  egh....the cost of living there must be very high....wow=.= puerto rico is the cheapest nation to travel to.....must take care when we travel there...but still.....cheapest place to visit....and canada is second...muhahahaha...but yet there are still tourism problems in canada...what the hey?!?!?!=.=

well...apparently the united states has the most christians.....and china ranks fourth.....hm.....doesn't really surprise me....but still....

highest divorce rate: maldives....hm....aren't they an island?  hm....
highest quality of life: norway....muhahahaha...guess what?  canada is third here!!!!!  muhahahaha
highest suicide rate: lithuania....hm.....there must be political and economic issues i don't know about....i would expect some asian nation was on this...but apparently not.....
highest number of prisoners: russia....hm...really?  hm....there are definately economic and political issues i don't know about...wow...i feel like i live sucha sheltered life.....XSXSXS
most nobel prize winners: U.S....is that a surprise=.=
highest life expectancy: andorra....egh...where's that?  canada ranks 9th in this...with egh...79.96....has it gone up?
most visited country: france...canada ranks 9th in this too....paris....the city of love...not surprise france is the highest....
highest electricity consumption: U.S...that's no surprise...then china...canada is 6th in this....wish we didn't even make it to the list...but i suppose well....we need alot of electricity....
most cell phone users: china!!!!  muhahahaha....does this come as a surprise ma?!?!?  hahahaha.....i kinda predicted it would be china...hahahaha....canada is 12th on this list....U.S is second... and japan is third....JAPAN?!?!?!  how many people live in JAPAN?!?!?!  third after the U.S? wow....
highest population: no doubt...china.....india, U.S, japan is ninth...and canada undoubtly doesn't make this chart......muhahhahahha
poorest nation: east Timor....egh......i'm ignorant..where's this?
smallest nation: oh..i knew this one!!!  VATICAN!!!!! muhahahaha.....singapore is on this one...ranked number 17th
largest nations: oh, this comes as no surprise....russia, canada, U.S, china....can n e one say duh?!?!?!
newest nation:  what does it mean to be the newest? apparently, east timor...which is the poorest one...
most carbon emmisions: qatar.....singapore is 6th in this category......U.S is seventh....and luxembourg is 8th....australia is 10th....
most pc's: U.S....DUH!!!!!!  oh, shocker...japan is 2nd...well i suppose i shouldn't be that surprised.....canada is 7th and china is 8th....
cleanest: finland,....oh yeah baby...CANADA IS RANKED THIRD!!!!!!!! oh?  singapore isn't on this?  i thought it surely would because of all that gum regulation....
highest cost of living: japan....south korea is 2nd, russia 3rd, taiwan is fourth?!?!? hk is 6th, china 10th, U.S is 13th, singapore is 17th, and canada doesn't make this category....wow...i feel lucky to live here.....
muhahaha...this next one is funny...there is a category for it's people...
the nation with the most beautiful women: venezuela is first...hahahah....U.S is 7th....hahahah

well....i'm done with all this stuff now....just thought these were pretty interesting and funnay to read...hahahaha.....

headache

massive headache=.= ewwwwwww....but apparently, massive headaches that last for days runs in my family. my grandmother had it....i have it. args.....i need to get out of the city!!!!! the smog is killing me!!!! it actually is killing me!!!!!! i can't breath properly....aiya......

i think i'm gonna go take a shower and sleep at 9 today.....i just can't handle this....it way toooo hurts....i hate tylenol....i hate taking medicine.....but i think this time....i haveta take it.....ewwwww....

yeah....you know my bruised knuckes?^o) well one of them is actually really bruised...and the other one....the bruise is completely gone...but it still hurts when you add pressure to it.....but....i have most of my punching bag thingy filled...so....no problems.....muhahahaha. gotsta actually find another outlet for my anger.....this isn't good.....

i've been super frustrated lately....i have been sooooo angry and mad....it may be the anger, but my temper shouldn't flair like this constantly...it's just wrong.....please pray for me.....i have been trying to work on my temper for years...and lately, it's just gotten out of hand....my anger is consuming me.....sighs.....my frustration against the world increases....please.....i need help....

what's funnay is that when i have a personality problem, i normally find it for myself....and when people say it to me, i already knew that i had a problem. but the thing is....i just don't believe it because they always phrase it in ways that i don't like. sighs. but yeah....i do have a control issue. i like to always be right. and i get mad when i am wrong....but not saying what yours is wrong...but in light of me being wrong, some of it can still be right.....and i just want to be heard....so i apologize for ever going down n e ones throat for their opinion....

apparently, my pelvis bone got wider....and my sister was like...yeah, that's just what happens, your a chick....it gets larger because it is preparing you for the future=.= this was in the morning...she's like...see, you have the larger hips and ass than i do now....you have the perfect figure....minus the little pudge in the middle....but you just need to walk some more or sumthing for that pudge to go away....but yeah....you will have less pain when you concieve....wow.=.= sucha not a morning topic...but she said that just as i woke up=.=

yeah, according to my sisters....i am loosing all my baby fat.....well i have been loosing baby fat for years now....but she says that it's very noticeable around my knuckes. i used to have a litterally very round fist.....i don't know if it's because i've been punching things for a long time, or if what she says is true. she also says i look malnutritioned because my face has such a defined chin....but that she doesn't know whether or not that is just because of my braces....i have always looked skinnier with braces for some reason.....

even though she says that....i know i am fat....i am 130 pounds....i am the heaviest asian chick i know. sighs sighs. i exercise...i work out.....i eat alot less than i used to....and i'm still 130.....sighs....12 % body fat means shit when you still feel fat.....but....i must learn to stop comparing myself to the rest of the asian population. i no longer live in hk. i barely even speak proper canto n e more=.= args.....

gotsta eat less.....gotsta stop eating microwaveable meals....i'm lactose intolerant and those microwaveable meals are like super loaded with milk products that gets me sick after digestion....

well let's see.....i have most of my things packed for uni....i mean....there is this foreign student that is coming for a month in the summer, so yeah....keke^^:D:P packing my things in boxes and stuff....halfly to prevent her from stealing my sheeeeet......and halfly getting ready to move into uni.....sighs.....i hope this summer people are going to make plans with me instead of the other way around. no one ever makes damn stinking plans with me. they always want me to do it! =.= i mean...i like planning things...but when it doesn't turn out, everyone always blames me....it's not my fault i have to plan every single one!!=.= it's just not fair....

sighs....i want a hug...feeling sooo sheeeety=.=

blue diamond

well now....i was looking up blue diamonds...and then i landed on this site, http://www.lifegem.com/secondary/whatisLG.asp 

and well....my remains can be made into a blue diamond.....i mean....it costs soooo muchie though.  but still....it's a blue diamond where the memory is worn....but seriously....is it worth all that money to be made into a blue diamond?  being made into a yellow diamond would be weird....i dun think yellow gems are pretty.....that's why i dont' like my month august...it's the gem peridot...it's tooo yellow for my liking.....

i don't know what's up with me and blue diamonds....but lately....all i ahve wanted was a blue diamond.....the blue diamond ring that i want is on sale....ahhhhh.....can you believe it....it was was originally 499...and now it's 349.....ahhhhhhh.  150 $ off.....but....my parents would shoot me if i bought it......so yeah....it's alrights.....i won't buy it....plus....that's in u.s. dollars......

i think i'm gonna save up for some funeral fund when i start working.....then i can have a service or if i still want to be made into a gem......it's like $3,499 for the smallest gem... and this is just the gem....and if you want to be made into a ring or something.....you haveta pay extra.....but i don't even know if that is in USD or CD.....hm....

but still.....blue diamond......

i have been fascinated with blue diamonds for soooo long.....why?....i have been somewhat obsessed with them this week....but....i mean.....i have been fascinated with blue diamonds since grade 4.  when i actually heard the first story of someone being made into a blue diamond.  in nature, blue diamonds occur sooo infrequently that people have stopped mining for them.  but still....ahhhhhh...... blue diamonds....one of the rarest gems in nature.......ahhhhhh......i want to be a rich blue colour...but still....ahhhhh....

what's up with my obsession=.=  args.....

hotness

well coming to think about it.....this weather, hot and sticky, is much like most asian countries, like hk as i know it.  i'm actually kinda use to it.  it doesn't mean i like it, i'm just kinda used to it.  i don't like the heat, but i can stand the heat that beats down, i can stand the stickiness.  this "stikiness" isn't even as bad as the humidity in hk.  in hk, i'd haveta shower after i slept and then right before i sleep......in hk.....sometimes i took like 3 or 4 showers......because you'd get sooo filthy from all the nasty particles in the air that you just can't tolerate it.....

never go out in the rain in hk...it's lethal.  muhahahaha.  the sewage system just really really smells=.=  ewwwwww......as i said...it's lethal......i haveta start speaking more chinese....i am loosing my chinese ability....ahhhhh.....NO!!!!!!!!  i want to cling to my roots....but staying in hk....i know my attempts are futile.....my mother wants to send me to go to hk u after i've gotten my degree in guelph....she thinks if i want to improve my cantonese, the only way to do this is go back to their roots.  and i agree.  even if i don't go back to study, i'll probably go there for a year.....i'll be foreign for the first couple of months i suppose...but meh...

n e whoo.....yeah, i agree with my sister.  people that have come to canada have just no longer kept their ability to cope in hot weather.  i mean.....there are people that are from india that are like..."i am dying in this heat." and then when i come to think about it...it's silly....india is MUCH hotter.  meh.....it's alrights.....

just woke up

wow....i am really tired aye? well yeah, it's like 8:25, and my sister woke up before i did=.= args.....seriously, my sister normally wakes up alot later than i do. bleh....whatever....no big deal i suppose....

well school...hm....has been a killer i suppose. i have finished my english essay. it is the crappiest movie and crappiest essay i have ever written. i didn't even know what i was writing about=.= sux aye? args=.=

well now, nothing tooo muchie for english.....just one research item for the wasteland written by t.s. elliot. i've read it before.....i just never analyzed it before.....n e one who's done it before wanna help me ma?

i have massive amounts of rats for bio....gotsta start organizing my notes.....sighs sighs.....i am soooo disorganized=.= but it's alrights....it'll be better.....

muhahahahaha.....i would appreciate a mac more....why? because i don't game.....hahahahahahah. well now....that's just funnay.....it's more like....i don't game n e more.....but whateve....hahahaha. i much rather want a mac.....yeah, it's scott geldart's influence since grade 10. no virus, no need for pop up blockers,

oh yeah.....i forgot to mention that yesterday when picking up my sister from guelph.....i bought a pair of sunglasses....muhahahaha. yeah....from the most unlikely of places too.....the dollar store....muhahahaha. the quality sucks ass....but it's a very cool and chic colour!!!!! muhahahahaha. yeah...it's red!!!!!! yeah, matt would probably say "it doesn't match you sabina." =.= but whatever.....bleh....i have three pairs of sunglasses now.....a blue, a red, and the clip ons for my glasses.....woooo whooo......variety.....but....i always wear contacts to school and everything....so it's either the red or the blue....muhahahahaha....oh yeah, i also bought a new back pack. no no, it's not cause mine is busted...it's for uni. muhahaha...it's all nice and padded.....a little small, but then again, it's only printouts and handouts and some blank paper to write notes on....so yeah.....not tooo bad. muhahahahah.

well yuppers.....oh yeah...weird as dreams.....woke up singing that song that goes, "don't you wish your girlfriend was hot like me? don't you wish your girlfriend was a freak like me? dontcha?"

weird.....=.=