blue diamond

well now....i was looking up blue diamonds...and then i landed on this site, http://www.lifegem.com/secondary/whatisLG.asp 

and well....my remains can be made into a blue diamond.....i mean....it costs soooo muchie though.  but still....it's a blue diamond where the memory is worn....but seriously....is it worth all that money to be made into a blue diamond?  being made into a yellow diamond would be weird....i dun think yellow gems are pretty.....that's why i dont' like my month august...it's the gem peridot...it's tooo yellow for my liking.....

i don't know what's up with me and blue diamonds....but lately....all i ahve wanted was a blue diamond.....the blue diamond ring that i want is on sale....ahhhhh.....can you believe it....it was was originally 499...and now it's 349.....ahhhhhhh.  150 $ off.....but....my parents would shoot me if i bought it......so yeah....it's alrights.....i won't buy it....plus....that's in u.s. dollars......

i think i'm gonna save up for some funeral fund when i start working.....then i can have a service or if i still want to be made into a gem......it's like $3,499 for the smallest gem... and this is just the gem....and if you want to be made into a ring or something.....you haveta pay extra.....but i don't even know if that is in USD or CD.....hm....

but still.....blue diamond......

i have been fascinated with blue diamonds for soooo long.....why?....i have been somewhat obsessed with them this week....but....i mean.....i have been fascinated with blue diamonds since grade 4.  when i actually heard the first story of someone being made into a blue diamond.  in nature, blue diamonds occur sooo infrequently that people have stopped mining for them.  but still....ahhhhhh...... blue diamonds....one of the rarest gems in nature.......ahhhhhh......i want to be a rich blue colour...but still....ahhhhh....

what's up with my obsession=.=  args.....