well i have nothing to say, i dunno, i feel kinda like very very bored.....my head is cracking and splitting, but i have no choice, but stay awake and rest only my eyes.

i thought a walk wuz supposed to ease my troubled mind. i suppose, it doesn't for meh, just causes meh to think more. i can't stand this....i do not like to be by myself. grrrr!!!!!

work is da only place dat keeps my mind off things.....sighs.....why am i so deparate to do work??? sighs.....what is wrong with meh??? actually...there is nothing wrong with meh, it's just the type of person i am....without n e thing to do, i feel aimless......

as i wuz walking, i looked at my neighborhood. it's kinda funnay, nothing much really ever changes. it's very funnay. ever since i wuz lil everything seemed to be the same. maybe the peple inside the house changes cause dey move and such, but nothing really changed. the house still looks da same...everyone keeps dere house soo well kept....what da heck?!?!? oh wellz. i suppose my neighborhood is a great place to raise kids...since well....dose dat move in always have children and move out when dere children are in university. sooo funnay.

i woke up at 6:50 dis morning....started making sum cranes.....counted my stars...waiting for beads.....but hey, it's all kool....only 500 left to do now. i am sooo bored...so tired...but i can't sleep cause well da pain just won't go away. my eyes can only rest cause my mind only hurts but ain't tired...only my eyes are tired. hahah=>:D

i wonder......i walked for soo long today, do you think i should continue to walk and like walk all da way down to lakeshore and come bak?!?!? hm.....maybe i should but den again...maybe i shouldn't hahaha=>:d i have no clue. man....dis really sux....i need sumthing to do......feel soo aimless