Monday, June 07, 2004

need something new to do....need something new to like think about......skool's stressing me out...args args...i'm so velly tired...sighs sighs.....i will write that test.....i have no option even though it is optional....sighs sighs......i don't do anything right....
sighs sighs....missing my hottie...wait...what am i saying? oh wellz. meh soo velly hungee and tired...sighs sighs. oh wellz....hm...so velly stressed....i feel like crying...but what can i do? nothing...sighs sighs. i don't know...but why are you on my mind all the time? why? why can't i forget you? why? hm. at least i'm not getting depressed at what i had. hm. but then again...i've never lived a bad life. i've had a fantastic life. keke^^ but i suppose i haven't been fulfilling my task on earth. args....i am so hungee...args...but there's nothing to eat!!! args args.

need a new game to play. but then again...my thoughts have been quite self-centered.

all my friends are going through relationship problems. one doesn't like her boifriend n e more.....on girl is being mistreated by hers...and one....they are going to have a long distance relationship. but what can we do? i can't do anthing for them except sit here andhole everything will go well with them. i don't feel like going to fs. so i doubt that i will go. sighs sighs. i don't know why....but i just don't feel so happy. all i want to do is hide in a corner and never come back. sighs sighs. oh wellz....
why am i so desparate to get away from daily routine? why am i so desparate to just leave? hm....oh yes...reading...back to reading books...hm....it's weirded me out.....here goes....those that want to live loose it and those that want to loose will gain it.....hm.....
does anyone have music with a heavy beat preferable without words in it?
it's kinda weird......not many people post thoughts on a daily basis. i wonder why i have such a great need to express all my thoughts and get them out of me. i really wonder why. sighs sighs. got bitten on my elbo...the worst spot...it itches sooo bad! args args. oh wellz. no biggie...used to it. keke^^ exams are coming soon...and i'll be stressing again...so yeah....love ya miss ya.....l8z