for now, i am going to GOD in prayer again. over and over again, i have cried day after day. nights on end i lay sleepless staring at my ceiling because i want to please my parents, and please myself. and through my prayers, i have found peace. no decision is an easy one. in life, decisions like your future are never easy. sighs sighs. but.....my prayers have given me peace. if i make the choice i want, my parents will not appreciate it. if i don't get what i want, they will be happy. the way i see it, i have no choice. if i want to be happy, i must please my parents. sighs sighs.
val asked me, are you staying close to home so that you can be close to home or to matt? you told me you wanted to be close to matt a while ago. and i told you that was a stupid choice. which one is it?
the thing is, i had wanted to go to mac since i was in grade 8ish. and matt wasn't a factor then. i had always said that guys should never affected the choices i make in life. and yet lately, i had choosen mac because it was close to home, and ultimately close to him.....sighs sighs. sad aye? it's not like we started n e thing, i shoudln't feel so bad for going to guelph.
ultimately, GOD's plan is unforeseeable by humans. so i should have no fear in all that i do. everything will be fine. even though right now i have a broken heart, broken dream, and broken frame of mind, everything will be alright.
why are you afraid of falling in love with me?
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Monday, May 09, 2005
survey about me...
SIMPLE QUESTIONS:
1. name: Sabina Tsang
2. Nicknames: Sabby, Sabz, Sabbers, Sabo, Sab
3. Shoe size: depending on the shoe make...7-9.....
4. Height: 5'5
5. Hair: black...but apparently, it is brown....muhahahaha....
6. Siblings? Sista, Sarah, 22
7. Do you like to sing in the shower? yupz yupz
8. Do you like to sing? yupz, of course, i even sing for church worshipXPXP
9. Birthday: August 12
10. Sign: Leo
11. Lefty or righty? ambidextrious
12. shoes or sandals? depends on where i'm going, what i'm doing, who i'm with, and obviously, what mood i'm in....
13. Coke or Pepsi? PEPSIIIIIII.....or i'd get shot....XSXS
14. What do you want in a relationship? hey, what type of relationship ar? okie fine.....the typical.....love, respect, loyalty, kindess, care, trust.....
15. Have you ever cheated? egh....on a test, sure....quiz...most definately....on a guy? never!
16. Marital status: singo
"FAVOURITE" QUESTIONS:
17. Song(right now)? Daniel Beddingfield - Nothing Hurts Like Love
19. Movie:? 5th element...
18. Cologne & perfume? egh.....i dun really know...i like the smell of vanilla....
20. Number? 13
21. Card game? uno!!!!!
22. Radio station? dunno....
23. Sports? hockey, badminton, soccer, b-ball, volleyball, egh....there's one more.....hm....
25. Food: hm....dunno....right now....i crave alfredo....
26. TV show? csi!!!!
27. Cartoon: Simpson?
28. Character(s): dun have one...
29.Colour? egh....dunno.....silver? black, blue....
30. Do you plan on having kids? yupz yupz
31. how many do you want?? dunno...depends on financial abilities.....probably 2...
32. What's something you can't wait to say?? something i can't wait to so?!?!egh...dunno
33. Get married? sure, the hard part, finding someone that wants to marry me....
34. Would you have kids before marriage? nopez
35.You have a b/f or g/f?? well, if i'm single, how can i have a b/f?
36. Do you have a crush: i don't want a crush, because crushes always leave you feeling crushed....but....sadly enough....i think i do=.=
37. What hurts you the most? feeling like there is no hope left and all there is only one way left: death.
38. Music/TV: didn't we already ask this?
39. Guys/Girls: fave guys and fave gals aye? not gonna make a list=.= but i'm straight, i go for guys....preferably nice friendly guys that make me smile and laugh.
40. Green/Blue: blue!!!
41. Pink/Purple: egh....hard to say.....
42. Summer/Winter: BOTH!!!
43. Night/Day: both, just not the afternoon, i don't like afternoons, me tired in afternoon
44. Hanging Out/ Chillin: are they not the same thing?
45. Dopey/Funny: funnayXPXP
46. You know I'm around when you hear: loud asian even before you see me.
47. What school do you go to? Oakville trafalgar highschool
48. Do you enjoy what you do? what? being a student, run by my parents? do nothing around the house? bleh....
49. What's a major turn on for you? smiles, and looks...
50. friends: hm....egh....can't name n e one...
52. Nicest: they are all nice sweethearts!
53. Funniest: muhahaha...everyone makes me laugh....
54. Tallest: egh...6'5 i think....
55. Cutest: aww....everyone's cute...but i think jenny's the cutest...keke^^:D:P she's a total cutie:P:P
56. Best to talk to: hm....depends on who...
57. What's the worst thing a friend could do to you? egh.....dunno...depends on the situation....
58. Is it right to flirt if you have a g/f or b/f: i don't know what flirting is....but apparently i'm a big flirt, but i dunno...i dun think it's right to intentionally do it...
OTHER RANDOM QUESTIONS...
59. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? being forced to go to guelph
60. What's something about guys/girls you don't get? girls: why does it always happen that it seems that we seem to care sooo muchie more guys: why does it seem like they don't care about everything at all?
62. What's one thing you can't live without? Family and friends
63. Love or Lust: love
64. Silver or Gold: Silver, or white goldXPXP
65. Diamond or Pearl: both, they both look elegant at different events
66. Sunset or sunrise: both
67. Skinny dipping? egh...never did it....and probably depends with who....
68. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: keke^^:D:P yeah yeahXPXP
69. Do you have any piercings: egh....just my ears...hahahahah
70. What colour underpants are you wearing right now: muhahah....well now, wouldn't you wanna know?
71. What song are you listening to right now? none
72. What are the last 4 digits of your home phone: 3051
73. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon: my husband will choose
74. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? my husband...
75. What are some of the first things you notice about the opposite
sex? their smile, how they enter a room, their clothes...
76. What makes you happy? muhahaha...alot of things make me happy.....but most of all...being with friends and going shopping...
77. What's the next CD(s) you're going to get? dunno....haven't bought cd's before...
78. Do you wear contacts or glasses? glasses, but....i asked my daddy to get my contacts....
79. What was the best advice ever given to you? when you are at the edge of the cliff, go ahead and just jump, either someone will be there to catch you, or you will learn to fly!
80. Who is Roland Deschain? dunno who it is...
81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better?? funnay...but scary when i'm with certain people!
82. On the phone or in person? depends on the topic...
83. Hugs or kisses? hugs...
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? egh....dunno....we belong together by mariah carey
86. Do you have any pets ? 1 doggy, chancey!!!!
87. Who was the last person to hug you? dunno....long time no huggies.....
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? if happiness comes with either, i would say both. but being rich or fame doesn't cause happiness, so in a sense neither...
89. What time is it in Albania now? i don't very much care lor....
90. What time is it: 7:05
91. where you are now? in my basement freezing my bum bum off....
92. Name something pretty: rainbow
93. When did you last talk to the person that you like? hahaha....3:20ish...muhahahah....because i drove him homeXPXP
94. Do you have any pets peeves? egh....cockiness, rudeness, attitude problems...sighs....i should work on my attitude towards my parents.....
95. Who was the last person you danced with? i have never danced in my life...or obviously with n e one since i have never danced before........
96. Last time you were stressed: oh...muhahahaha....dunno....
97. Are you an alcoholic? egh....no, i don't drink often...seirously...
98. who sent this to you: Kaely boyd
100. Do you want people to send this back? well, i didn't send this out did i?
1. name: Sabina Tsang
2. Nicknames: Sabby, Sabz, Sabbers, Sabo, Sab
3. Shoe size: depending on the shoe make...7-9.....
4. Height: 5'5
5. Hair: black...but apparently, it is brown....muhahahaha....
6. Siblings? Sista, Sarah, 22
7. Do you like to sing in the shower? yupz yupz
8. Do you like to sing? yupz, of course, i even sing for church worshipXPXP
9. Birthday: August 12
10. Sign: Leo
11. Lefty or righty? ambidextrious
12. shoes or sandals? depends on where i'm going, what i'm doing, who i'm with, and obviously, what mood i'm in....
13. Coke or Pepsi? PEPSIIIIIII.....or i'd get shot....XSXS
14. What do you want in a relationship? hey, what type of relationship ar? okie fine.....the typical.....love, respect, loyalty, kindess, care, trust.....
15. Have you ever cheated? egh....on a test, sure....quiz...most definately....on a guy? never!
16. Marital status: singo
"FAVOURITE" QUESTIONS:
17. Song(right now)? Daniel Beddingfield - Nothing Hurts Like Love
19. Movie:? 5th element...
18. Cologne & perfume? egh.....i dun really know...i like the smell of vanilla....
20. Number? 13
21. Card game? uno!!!!!
22. Radio station? dunno....
23. Sports? hockey, badminton, soccer, b-ball, volleyball, egh....there's one more.....hm....
25. Food: hm....dunno....right now....i crave alfredo....
26. TV show? csi!!!!
27. Cartoon: Simpson?
28. Character(s): dun have one...
29.Colour? egh....dunno.....silver? black, blue....
30. Do you plan on having kids? yupz yupz
31. how many do you want?? dunno...depends on financial abilities.....probably 2...
32. What's something you can't wait to say?? something i can't wait to so?!?!egh...dunno
33. Get married? sure, the hard part, finding someone that wants to marry me....
34. Would you have kids before marriage? nopez
35.You have a b/f or g/f?? well, if i'm single, how can i have a b/f?
36. Do you have a crush: i don't want a crush, because crushes always leave you feeling crushed....but....sadly enough....i think i do=.=
37. What hurts you the most? feeling like there is no hope left and all there is only one way left: death.
38. Music/TV: didn't we already ask this?
39. Guys/Girls: fave guys and fave gals aye? not gonna make a list=.= but i'm straight, i go for guys....preferably nice friendly guys that make me smile and laugh.
40. Green/Blue: blue!!!
41. Pink/Purple: egh....hard to say.....
42. Summer/Winter: BOTH!!!
43. Night/Day: both, just not the afternoon, i don't like afternoons, me tired in afternoon
44. Hanging Out/ Chillin: are they not the same thing?
45. Dopey/Funny: funnayXPXP
46. You know I'm around when you hear: loud asian even before you see me.
47. What school do you go to? Oakville trafalgar highschool
48. Do you enjoy what you do? what? being a student, run by my parents? do nothing around the house? bleh....
49. What's a major turn on for you? smiles, and looks...
50. friends: hm....egh....can't name n e one...
52. Nicest: they are all nice sweethearts!
53. Funniest: muhahaha...everyone makes me laugh....
54. Tallest: egh...6'5 i think....
55. Cutest: aww....everyone's cute...but i think jenny's the cutest...keke^^:D:P she's a total cutie:P:P
56. Best to talk to: hm....depends on who...
57. What's the worst thing a friend could do to you? egh.....dunno...depends on the situation....
58. Is it right to flirt if you have a g/f or b/f: i don't know what flirting is....but apparently i'm a big flirt, but i dunno...i dun think it's right to intentionally do it...
OTHER RANDOM QUESTIONS...
59. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? being forced to go to guelph
60. What's something about guys/girls you don't get? girls: why does it always happen that it seems that we seem to care sooo muchie more guys: why does it seem like they don't care about everything at all?
62. What's one thing you can't live without? Family and friends
63. Love or Lust: love
64. Silver or Gold: Silver, or white goldXPXP
65. Diamond or Pearl: both, they both look elegant at different events
66. Sunset or sunrise: both
67. Skinny dipping? egh...never did it....and probably depends with who....
68. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: keke^^:D:P yeah yeahXPXP
69. Do you have any piercings: egh....just my ears...hahahahah
70. What colour underpants are you wearing right now: muhahah....well now, wouldn't you wanna know?
71. What song are you listening to right now? none
72. What are the last 4 digits of your home phone: 3051
73. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon: my husband will choose
74. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? my husband...
75. What are some of the first things you notice about the opposite
sex? their smile, how they enter a room, their clothes...
76. What makes you happy? muhahaha...alot of things make me happy.....but most of all...being with friends and going shopping...
77. What's the next CD(s) you're going to get? dunno....haven't bought cd's before...
78. Do you wear contacts or glasses? glasses, but....i asked my daddy to get my contacts....
79. What was the best advice ever given to you? when you are at the edge of the cliff, go ahead and just jump, either someone will be there to catch you, or you will learn to fly!
80. Who is Roland Deschain? dunno who it is...
81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better?? funnay...but scary when i'm with certain people!
82. On the phone or in person? depends on the topic...
83. Hugs or kisses? hugs...
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? egh....dunno....we belong together by mariah carey
86. Do you have any pets ? 1 doggy, chancey!!!!
87. Who was the last person to hug you? dunno....long time no huggies.....
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? if happiness comes with either, i would say both. but being rich or fame doesn't cause happiness, so in a sense neither...
89. What time is it in Albania now? i don't very much care lor....
90. What time is it: 7:05
91. where you are now? in my basement freezing my bum bum off....
92. Name something pretty: rainbow
93. When did you last talk to the person that you like? hahaha....3:20ish...muhahahah....because i drove him homeXPXP
94. Do you have any pets peeves? egh....cockiness, rudeness, attitude problems...sighs....i should work on my attitude towards my parents.....
95. Who was the last person you danced with? i have never danced in my life...or obviously with n e one since i have never danced before........
96. Last time you were stressed: oh...muhahahaha....dunno....
97. Are you an alcoholic? egh....no, i don't drink often...seirously...
98. who sent this to you: Kaely boyd
100. Do you want people to send this back? well, i didn't send this out did i?
grrrr
i am soooo freaking tired=.= aiya!!!!! sooo moody tooooo. no....not a hormonal imbalance this time....i'm just in freaking pain. args.....the cold of my basement is supposed to cool me down, but apparently, it's not helping situations at all=.= it just makes everything worst. i feel like crap. i woke up with stupid stomache pains...no no, not cramps, pains. like the something is eating away at me pain. holy shitters....if tomorrow i am still in pain...i am sooo booking myself a doctors appointment. well i ate a pain killer. it's like the first little while i have had a stinking pain killer=.= seriously....okie.....matt's waiting for my help for english.....keke^^....i will update laterXPXP
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