wishing

i'm at 854 cranes.....need more wrappers....and most definately need to fold some major ass time=.= well now...sighs sighs....gotsta go and buy some candy now dun i?

well yeah...i'm not superstitious or n e thing.....but 1000 cranes....signifies something new in my life. hahahaha. i'm making a wish....but well meh...doesn't mean that muchie to me....

sighs sighs.....

hungeeeee.....all i had was a sandwich all day. sighs sighs. daddy tooo lazy to cook, nothing in my house for me to make....sighs sighs.....sooo frustrating. sighs sighs. and then my daddy asks me why i didn't cook n e thing....

he didn't even notice that i had my ears pierced...maybe it's better that way....whatever. args=.=

colours

sighs....not only do i not look good in khaki colour, or olive green, i don't look good in red either.

sighs....the only colour i look good in is the colour i'm trying to avoid. sighs sighs....black=.=

apparently, orange and yellow hurt people's eyes since it's tooo bright....so what colour am i left with? all the dark colours=.= args...sighs sighs. i'm left with all the blacks and such=.= sighs sighs....

what's wrong with me in colour? boooo:( i don't like the way i look in turquoise.....sighs....

moodiness=.=

sighs.....let's see....in the past 5 days, i have been riding the free emotional rollercoaster ride. sighs sighs.

friday.....total downer, my fault.
saturday, feeling crappy too, but by the end of the day....things started feeling better...
sunday.....felt on top of the world.....then by the end of the day....felt like crap.....and then before i slept, felt happy....
monday.....felt pretty good and pretty muchie on top of the world...
tuesday....felt really really good.....and then.....now....i kinda feel like crap....

yeah, been sitting around and thinking tooo muchie....sighs sighs.

i have a loose tooth=.= what the hell? =.= args.

yeah.....feeling a bit crappy now. hahaha....yupz yupz...got my ears pierced, hope i am not allergic....because that would be horrible...so utterly horrible. hahaha. yupz yupz....they are star shaped....hahahaha. yeah, stars and hearts are my fave shapes. hahaha. well i know the first pair of earrings after the one for the prom will most definately be smiley facesXPXPXP hahaha. yupz yupz. smiley faces make me happy. hahaha.

sighs sighs....feeling a tad bit horrible...i want a hug....

getting my ears pierced

hahaha. yeah...jenny says i'll regret it. hahaha. but the thing is....i can get it done, and then hate myself for doing it if i really liked. but then...hahahaha, who knows? maybe the pain would be all worth it? hahaha. yupz yupz. should be leaving the house soon...since class starts at like 10:15....i wanna be there by 10:00....and sit in the car till 10:10. so yeah.....muhahaha. should i bring a teddy bear? hm....suppose if we are watching a movie later on in the day, i may as well try and go bring one and be teased later. hahahaha.

well now....i have an idea that the person that would be piercing my ears won't be there. hahahaha. so you know what? so back to sq1 it would be....tomorrow...to get it done. hahahahahaha. yupz yupz. promised jennay that we would go shopping one of these days....bleh.....but she has volunteering on wednesday=.= ewwwww=.=

oh wellz...muhahahaha. feeling happy happy happy. kinda nervous...but...happy happy happy:P:P

putting the past behind me. taking one step at a time in the present. looking towards the future. aiming at something i don't see but hope to be there later on in life. XPXP

i write tooo many blogs=.= but then again...hahahaha, maybe it can improve thought patterns and deepens your understanding for this person called sabina. hahahaha.

gonna go and study some chinese lor. muhahaha. gotsta stay as fobby as i possibly can...hahahaha. jenny looks absolutely gorgeous in my grade it grad dress. hahahaha. yeah, cost me what? 190 sum odd dollars, all i paid in cash....was like 20 dollars short because i was sick and all i had to drink was dasani water because i didn't want fountain water. that one trip cost me over 400 dollars because of water and food and such. hahaha. i was sick and all i ate was icecream and dasani water. hahahaha. what a great trip to ottawa. hahahaha.

looking in the past of when i was in mca, gives me smiles no matter how badly and misunderstood i was in school. it was hate at it's worst, but yet it didn't feel as bad as it did during grade 1-6. it always felt good to be in mca. my best and worst years all belong to the time of mca. hahaha. some memories may go, but some...can never fade no matter how hard we try to push it aside.

getting my ears pierced today!!!! WOOOOO WHOOOOOOO!!!! it's gonna hurt:( =.=