hm...

i wonder if brian even remember's writing this? but well....i was searching stuff...and i found it......so i'd like to post it. wonder if he'll tell me to take it off?

A moment's time of deep colour blue
Reflecting my dreadful mood of rue
Noises clash of mustered conversations
Reflects the talk of mere sensations
Self-denials scurry about
Like mice in my head, horrible scouts
Sometimes wondering why care exists
Along with other feelings, floating in the mist
Colours of red, orange, and yellow
Shaded my anger of light so bright
Colours of green, blue, and purple
Surrounds my anger with calmness so light
Mellowed thoughts and distinctive emotions
Each contain a different notion
Am not happy but am not sad
Has my disease gone that bad
For that instant my mind blurs up
Cannot focus, overflowing my cup
Smiles soar through
Because happy is better than sad
Frowns soar through
Because sad is better than mad
I am not right, thinking this way
Slowly drifting, drifting far far away
God is my life
He is about
Satan is my death
He is my doubt
Philosophy reads my mind so clear
Emotions can only bring out my tears
Without me , there will be no tears
There is stands at back, facing my rear
A phase of my life, it will soon pass
Grouping with other phases, growing in mass
My happiness is beyond comparison
My pride is growing
God used me to help her
To show His glory shining
He is Almighty, and helps us
Although we are unworthy
He forgave us lots
So we became worthy
Love is undying
My tears are not sad
They show my gratitude
Not sadness, but am glad
I prayed for help
She prayed it too
God answered our prayers
Helping not one, but two
I am happy now
And so shall you
We are interconnected souls
So if I'm happy, so should you
Naive shyness and light smiles
On my soul it rests
Although it does not always show
When it does, it is best
God gave her to me
And gave her courage to love me
I love her also
And I don't how how to praise Thee
I believe in Him wholeheartedly
Because of the works I saw
It incredible the things He does
Makes me drop my jaw.
Can I say I love Him more
Nothing words can begin to tell
I see God in my life
So I may rise up after I fell


This does not end.
It does not pass.
Share your feelings.
Make it everlast.