wow....val.....i think i lied to you when i said i didn't talk to strangers.....i talk to strangers....but only when they are on line. i don't talk to people who randomly go up to me saying hey your hot. or hey cutie pie. or stuf like that. i have no interest talking to guys that only wanna talk to me because i have a good figure. or i'm fit or they think i'm fine. i have no intention to have friends that i would be afraid to share my secrets with. if you really think about it. i could call majority of my friends best friends. i know i don't talk to them much over the summer. but i know they still think about me because they purposely come round my house to drop off cards and such when it's my birthday.

i shall never equivelate money with love. it's not worth it. money is money and love is love. they are not equal. someone who is rich can be poor of love. but someone who is rich with love can also be rich with money.

i envy josh.....you know that rich one that lives down by lakeshore? well i don't envy his money. i envy his character. his parents taught him well or shall i say he was taught well and learnt well. he totally understands that the money he has is from his parents years and years of hard work.....wait....did they win the lottery? meh....but even if still, he does not boast for it. unlike his siblings, he does not dress like he's rich. he doesn't look down on others that don't have the same status. he's a very good friend to have. the girl that marries him should not be a gold digger because i'd hate that bitch because honestly i think josh is a sweet heart that would deserve better. yes some may say he has the odd ugliness or sumthing, but if you look deep down inside.......who really should care. wow......i'm writing about a kind of random for me. odd thought....oh wellz...

any ways......even if people odn't care. even if i have gotten people to be angry at me, i hope not, that everything will be alright in the end. i didn't mean to offend n e one. but meh...whatever come and also go....it's not that we take it or leave it....it's whatever GOD's plan is.