well, i could have had the chance to go to ontario place, but really, i really don't wanna go with jean.....i really felt like i need to avoid her. yeah, i know it's rather mean, but i can't help it. i'm still rather angry at her. sighs sighs. i don't know why i'm angry at her, i just am. she's way toooo busy to even recieve my phonecalls. what the fuck is up with that? i'm kinda loosing touch with all my friends from church. it really seems like they put no effort into it. i know they are majority in university, and they all have a workload of their own. but i don't know....they really don't bother to just say hi. i think that's what pisses me off. i mean, they are "true" friends. and i know they will stick with me till the very end, but has the end already come with these relationships. i mean, pat has always been one of those types of people that is up tight with his marks. blah.....i'm loosing touch with all my church friends. but i suppose going to church isn't about the people...it's about GOD. so yeah.
loosing touch with many people these days.....it's upsetting me. args args. sighs sighs. oh wellz.
there's nothing i can do anymore. i can only sit and watch. it's not that like n e one bothers to try with me....or there are people, and i love em for it because i can tell. keke^^:D:P but then there are those that are just completely pissing me off. i try toooo hard because i think it's important, but my efforts don't seem to be like seen or sumthing. blah.
.......the only consistancy in the world is the fact that nothing in the world ever stays the same and it always changes.....
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