well...this week, i will be a mad crazy chickadee trying to finish all my projects. why? because i want to go out on saturday. but i haveta choose a movie=.= well now.....i'll just go for kingdom of heaven. i'm tooo lazy to choose. hahahaha. but....if i were to go rent movies at my house.....muhahahaha....what shall we rent?^o)
well i dunno.....sighs sighs....i feel like crying. sighs sighs.
hope my family doesn't decide to do n e thing. oh, we can't....my mommy is working=.= my daddy would be tooo lazy to take us out. sighs sighs.
well it's doing hmwk all weekend unless someone asks me to do something else. muhahahaha.
hahahaha.......we aren't going out......but.....what would n e one else call it if you ask me to go to the movies with you alone and then going to demitres afterwards? you and i alone....i'd call it a date.....even if we are just really good friends....muhahahaha....but what would everyone else call it. sighs sighs.
still... what is sadness is.....i smile and i'm happy when i'm with you. and then when you haveta go.....i cry all over again. i don't know.....sighs.....
*i cannot cry because i know it's weakness in your eyes. i am forced fake a smile, a laugh every day in my life. my heart can't possibly break when it wasn't whole to start with.*
but.....muhahaha.....i'll look forward to next weekend.....still feel like crying....sighs.....
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