the way i was brought up has caused meh to perceive things differently. yeah. you can say that i'm like sexist, and you can say i'm racist. yeah, it's just a train of thought, you can change it. everything can change, with perseverance, what won't change? yeah i don't know. i'm tired. i'm sick and tired. i'm scared. i'm scared of what, i do not know. i really wish that everything would be alrights. i hope that the sky wouldn't be sooo low. i wish that the sky was unreacheable. args args. there will be brigter skies. there will be better days. the path is never straight. there will always be up and downs. always and forever there will be. sighs sighs. i love you.......to who i don't even know who i'm saying it to

yeah, when i like someone, i'm serious, i normally don;t and won't like anyone else. yeah, i'm only like 16, and people don't see why that i would want a serious relationship. hahaha=>:D:P yeah, it's funnay. when you are serious about something, and then everything like fades in ur face....that feeling is beyond being sickening. i don't just noe. in this lifetime, maybe i should just devote myself to my studies or whatever i'm doing at the time. i have no clue. how i wish i wouldn't long to be with someone....but that thought is useless.....unless i fill that gap...it will always be somewhat empty.....and if i don't fill it up properly, it will just leak.......metaphorically i suppose

yo....you know the group beyond.....why is their name beyond? what are they trying to go beyond?!?!? i don't get it. are they trying to go beyond into making a legacy or sumthing?