loving you is all i need???
hating you is all i want to do???
understanding you is natural??

args.....because of this society....i have learnt to hate beyond descretion.....but at the same time, only one person has taught meh to love....and that person has now become my hated foe beyond all of time. but time will close that tare in my heart and heal it. args args...tired tired.....

i believe that something will go right eventually.

you are not anti-social. you just don't wanna think about what you are thinking. you are just that type of person that doesn't talkie muchie in person. args.

i have come to despise the people i go for....

brian...i missie you sooo muchie my buddy, my companion, my friend. and like everyone else in my life, everyone has neglected meh some time. and like you have, but that's due to the emotions that have hit you like a wave. and during times like this, i can't help but wonder. what if you didn't think the way you did? what if you did care, would you feel worst?

do all guys have that same "i could care less" attitude? yeah, i don't know, my best friends that have ever lasted in a some what forever friendship are those of the opposite sex. i'm just a friend to everyone i suppose. i'm one of those people that like to have fun. and i'm like one of those people that like to talk, args args. i'm tired. i'll sleep early i hope.....it's wednesday...args....smallville...oh screw tv.

how could you not care about someone?!?!?! args....how can you be sooo cruel? just because someone hates you....shouldn't you love that person even more? just because someone seems to need that hatred, why feed it to them????