satisfied

keke^^:D:P see see.....for myself i think all my physical needs are like satisfied.
i have enough clothes, if not tooo many
i always have something to eat, just depends whether i want to eat it or not
i have things to do when i'm bored or just sum sort of leisure thing
i am attending school and doing fairly well
my future prospect doesn't look tooo bad

but when you look at my emotional needs...holy crap....i think i neglect myself=.= erg....

but then again...maybe i constantly just abuse myself.....

oh yay....okie dokie.....i'm thinking that i'm gonna save up and buy my mother a sewing machine. a better one. then at least when i grow old i get to use it and it will quite advance enough for me! keke^^:D:P but at the present moment, i already have two sewing machines. ....blah.....yeah....i'm a traditional girl with traditional hobbies and traditional outlook on life. if it were ever possible for me to stay home and be a housewife, oh how much i would love to be one. but most chances are......i won't because economically....it's just not possible.

hm......was asking my mother about who'd she want me to marry.....and she's like.....i could really care less as long as you love the person......and i think i know what her definition of love really is. keke^^:D:P and she goes on...of course i wouldn't want to see you loose all your chinese traditions and habits just because you got married....but....if that's who you choose, then that's who you choose. it's rather sad that most people these days take marriage as just a peice of paper....sighs sighs......

blah.....i'm weird......i'm like egh...what? 17? and i'm already thinking about my wedding, my marriage, whether or not i'll have kids, my funeral arrangements...the type of insurance i'll be buying, the mortgage on a house that i do not have now....all these things running through my head at this age?!?! wtf?!?!?! well n e whoo.....i still have other things running through my head such as like egh.....university applications/acceptance.....what should i be applying for....which university......what will i do after uni.....maybe i'm just thinking way tooo far for someone my age....=.= and then again...there are thoughts of the present that always suck sum major time ass because nothing goes my way