well, it' weird. very very weird. well i start my entires with saying that alot. meh. but this summer isn't my typical boring me depressed on. for some reason, i feel like soo happy and refreshed.
i don't know what's sooo great about this summer, but i'm sooo satisfied and happy for some reason! seriously, i have no idea why, but i am. keke^^:D:P
well two years from now, i think i'm going to go back to hk. hm. if i were to fly to some place, where would be the closest pit stop somewhere in the asian lands? sighs sighs. i wonder if i'd have enough. prolly not enough. meh....i'll just haveta wait till i marry like a rich husband. yeah, i'm not a gold digger mind you....seriously, i ain't. i just say that alot.
i mean, if i ever fall in love with anyone, i want it to be all the right reason, not because i'm some gold digging bitch that cares about money more than love.
well yeah, normally, summer is a time where i mope around and miss all my friends. normally summer is a time where i go out with many of these friends that i miss but still feel hollow inside. normally summer is a time where i get to see all those people i so rarely see because of school......meh.
i wonder if i'll have a date to grad/prom this year. meh. me no noe.
yeah....don't know why i'm thinking about the future already. i don't know...but for some reason....i think that this year is going to go by super fast. some of my bonds of friendship will be tested again and again. those that truly are my friends, were my friends will forever stay my friends. i suppose that after graduation is the real turning point in my life. sighs.
i'm like teary eyed, and crying just thinking about going back to school and then graduating from it. meh.....you know...i've noticed that most of my friends are asian to begin with. meh. it's funny. but seriously, i think this year i'm going to be a recluse and just sit in the corner and study my ass of. sighs sighs. meh.....
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