last cry

*though it seemed like love was our destiny, you could never love me the way i wanted you to. i shed my last tear with you. i cried my last cry with you. i'm saying good bye to you. after all we've been through.*

dunno....just listening to some songs....egh....it's not my peice of work....and i actually don't know the actual person who wrote the song, but the songs called last cry.....that's all i know.

dunno....

sad songs make a soul more sad? nah nah, listening to music like this, it makes me smile and see that i've gotten over that stage of the importance of being with someone. gotten over the stage and trauma of me being single.

things don't always work my way. most times it does because i use all my energy to MAKE it that way.

putting a face on to hide your sadness was something i taught. but yet coming from me it's a hypocritical statement. because i will always be one of those sensitive people that will always show the disappointment, sadness, anger, hate, my every every emotion on my face whether or not people want to see it or not. it's my life, "meen hai oi dui" or basically, "face is what i loose/ruin/fuck over." but you know what? if a human were to live behind a "face" then what are you then? you are JUST ANOTHER FACE in the whole world of many! dunno....i mean, good people, bad people, the innocent, the guilty, everyone hides behind a face or whatever. but i mean, yes, sometimes, to be someone that sticks out of the crowd you must be someone who conforms with the crowd, but sometimes radical ideas are original, different and unique.

meh...whateve....