thinking

well.....hm....i posted some of my thoughts on my xanga....muhahahaha....just try and find it....cause i'm not giving my xanga site out. muhahahaha.

well now. n e whoo....muhahahaha.

i had a nice sleep last night. muhahaha. this morning, i slept all the way till 9. muhahahaha. yupz yupz. that's a first in a short while....but.....i always wake up at 4:13 these days=.= what the heck is wrong with me? even today, i woke up at 4:13.....it seems like my body has a snooze button that is totally whack=.=

i dunno if i should skip food and nutrition today=.= boooo. but what will i do if i do skip? bleh=.= i suppose i'll wait and drive people home i suppose=.=

how fun=.=

sighs sighs. for some reason, i can never bring myself up to just hug people=.= what the hey?=.= oh wellz. nothing i can do about it i suppose. hahaha. i'm not afraid to voice my opinion, but when i need to show my emotion in actions....i freak...that's never goodXSXSXS.....well now....reading a book called jane eyre....muhahaha...some people did it for their isu, but i'm reading it for fun. so far, the first chapter is really good. so yeah....i'm reading on. muhahaha. plus, if soooo many people could say it was well-written....then it's a book worth reading. muhahahaha. my mission....to start folding roses....so i'll have 1000 of em by the end of uni....muhahahaha. that's my goal, unless there is something even more important than finishing uni in the next 4 years.....muhahaha. i haven't folded the last 1000th crane yet.....just can't....nothing to signify something new in my life....

people never make plans with me. am i not important to make plans with? sighs sighs. it's frustrating when it seems like only you care about a relationship that is quickly going sour. sighs sighs. but no one sees it as this. my church friends and i used to be very close....we'd get together and see each other even outside of church.....but since my church fell apart, there is no seeing of each other except on sundays for a very brief like 20 minute period....what the hell? sighs sighs. some friends come and go. som friends come and stay with us for a while and then go. then there are some friends that come and stay with you for the rest of your life. sighs sighs.