FROG.....Fully Rely on GOD....or FUlly Relying on GOD....
eitha way.....i am not.....i used to wear dat braclet.....it just made meh feel guilty. i dunno where i put it n e more....sighs sighs...
PUSH.....Pray until sumthing happing....or praying until sumthing happens....
Dis makes meh feel guiltier.....i dun pray much....and when i do....it's for sumthing i did...or sumthing dat i need.....darn....gotsta get outta dat mentality....arg!

every one thinks i'm soo weird. yeah.....tony, i've started to do dat bottle cap thingy on my arm now. it's like major entertainment for meh when i'm bored. man. i should stop doing dat. like da skin on my arm looks soo disgusting now. oh wellz. hahaha=>:D

pain.....is pleasure/enjoyment??? man....came out very very wrong.....but dat's not what i'm intending to say. dat bottle cap thing. it's da funniest thing....why??? everyone's like "stop doing dat sabby....stop hurting urself." but dat's da thing. dis pain....gives meh a thrill. yeah....funky thrill. it gives meh more of a thrill den actually like going on rollercoasters. well to meh...roller coasters are soo boring ba....oh wellz. it's all kool..muhahaha=>:d could be tons worst. oh wellz....meh gonna go....got nothing to talk bout.....nothing on my mind, but at da same time too much already. oh wellz....i'll go....l8a....