it's kind of funny. i have a very large archive, and i can't help but to read what i've written before. i see that most times i am upset when i write in my blog. either that, or when i am happy, i still think alot. hm.....oh wellz. whateve....keke^^ my msn nickie at the present moment is....."did you love me when you said it? or were you just like everyone else, and made a fool of me?" i think this is how i exactly feel at the present moment. sighs sighs. don't know why i should be feeling this way....but i do.....sighs sighs....