Sunday, October 31, 2004

huh?!?!

this isn't right?!?! why does my archive only say i've had blogger since 03?!?!?! i am drop dead serious. i did this because at the time i brok up with willy and i was completely devastated and i needed an out put. blogging was what my friend byron suggested to me, so i listened and got a blog. i was with willy in grade 10, messed up my live in the beginning of second semester. wait....that makes sense....total sense....grrr.....i've messed up my own counting because i've been counting school years instead of stupid actual months. fucker.....

been single for 1 year, 8 months, 1 week, 4 days, and 22 some odd hours, and 20 some odd minutes......

grrrr.......stupid school years and not starting in january.....grrrr......=.= evil evil.....

well my school life is still messed up because of that kid in a way. if i hadn't rushed into things, it could have been sooo much better for myself. maybe i could have prevented all this from happening if i avoided liking him altogether.

not something i regret, i just think about what ifs.....not cause i think it would change a bit.....but what if such and such didn't happen?!?!? life would be sooo much better for many....oh wellz....i can't change it. keke^^:D:P life goes on whether i want it to or not. so yeah. keke^^:D:P

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