Sunday, May 15, 2005

smiles and tears

i spent a good day today. now, i just want to go and cry. but i won't. i must stay strong for my friend. my friend needs me to comfort and be strong. i shall be strong.

after all the lies. after all the truths. people all tell me not to trust anyone. i won't stop trusting. i might get hurt. those around me may still hurt. i will not let the breakage of trust stop me from trusting others. sighs sighs.

i didn't want to believe. and in the end...i did. sighs sighs.....

i feel like an idiot. i just want all this to go away. sighs sighs....i am soooo sorry for all the pain and sorrow....

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