memories

this blog is pretty much filled with mainly upsetting thoughts....sad:(

oh wellz....whenever i come now...i try to type happier thoughts...heheheXD

smiles okie? cause ultimately...it'll make you feel better

why is it that now i haveta do word verification every time i type and entry now?!?!?! this sucks!!!

hehehe

looking at my little drop box linkie thingy...i see...that i've had this account since march 24 2003!!!! hehehehee......i update sooo many times per day...hehehee....i wish msn space could update it by day like it does here...but...nah...it doesn't:'(

this is another thing that i really love aobut my blog...it's cause i have the option to do it by day....XD

muah muah mauh!

blogger...oh sweet blogger...

muah muah muah....how can i abandon you like this for soooo long?

this used to be my primary source or online journal stuff aye? but...heh....nopes....but....i still love this....hehehehe...i think it's time for me to change my background...but i'm just tooo lazy to type up all my html source stuff all over again=.=" sighs...

i'll figure something out..hehehe...muah...

catch you later...

smiles

ergs....someone else is sleeping in my bed tonight.....so....i resort to sleeping on my chair.....or my desk....i'll figure out a way....kakakakakaka....it's all good....


he violated my stuffies...grr....and booo whoo...

he tried to stranggle my cute butterscotch

knitting a scarf tonight...woooo whooo...knitting!!! yayaya!!!!

have class tomorrow....i'll find some time to sleep...it's all good...heh....

he keeps asking me if i still like matt....but the answer is...i can't help it...sighs....i like him alot.....and i don't understand why...

i already know that joyce likes him too....sighs....and most chances are....he'll like her more...but it's alrightees...no biggie...he doesn't want me....and if he wants her...it's all good...i'm happy for him...hehehe...

sure, he'll break my heart once again...but as long as he's happy...i'll be happy for and with him...hehehe....

hehehe.....

the rasmus- in my life

Feel the heat below my feet
I have to go, no time to sleep
Can't believe the things you say
I turn my head and walk away
You make me sick, you make me nervous

Times are gone when you would say
This is the one and seize the day
Times are gone for honesty
"My victory is your defeat"
Oh can't you see you've been mistaken

In my life I decide and it turns me on
How I am, how I live, who I love
In my way I feel strong
And it turns me on
In my life, I decide, I decide

All you do, you can't deny, it's waste of time [waste of life]
Can i suggest that you invest in something more than hopelessness
Before you know, the ride is over

In my life, I decide and it turns me on
How I am, How I live, Who I love
In my way, I feel strong
And it turns me on
In my life, I decide, I decide

It's up to you if you give it up
It's up to you if you won't stop x2

It's up to you if you give it up, give it up
It's up to you if you won't stop
It's up to you if you give it up, give it up,
It's up to you, it's up to you

The record shows that you're dead but you're still living
Every time you have died you have been given
Another chance to fix your bad attitude
And make a move, it's up to you

It's up to you if you give it up, give it up x3

it's up to you x2

give it up x8

oi

my post didn' post....i'm kinda mad now...how can my blogger do this to me?!?!?:(:( i am upset ar!!!1 booo

but n e whoo...i wanna write an on going research thingy here.....i think i can manage it...hehehehe....

oh yes..what type of music chick do you think i am?

leave your comments....leave your songs....and i'll listen to them all and see if i like it....hahahahah

i love you

i really really love you.....and every part of my can't help but to say it....you may ask who i'm saying it to...or you simply go to conclusions of who i am saying it to. but truly and sincerely, you aren't me. you don't know my heart. am i even saying it to anyone? or am i just simply overwhelmed with this feeling of love and needed to explode it all over the internet to add another way tooo oftenly said phrase?

i can't help it....but heh...

if you look at me...what type of music chick am i? hehehehe.....

well....right now....punk rock>.< oi....do i look like a punk rock chick?>.< hahahaha.....more like punk rock, techno, chinese, japanese, and korean....kakakakaka.....

comments

oh oh.....lately, i;ve been having comment luck!!!! i just love it when people leave me comments...of course...they aren't comments that diss me....cause i'd hate those. i would never randomly diss someone up so why would n e one wanna do that to me?!?!?:( that's just mean!!!:( and i no like mean people....so for fun...dun come and randomly just diss me! cause i'll be mad at you....even though i don't know you...hehehe...

even though i have no idea who mr.(ms.) annonymous or what entry they are refering to.....hehehe...it's a comment none the less! and comments always make me happy!!!

GOOO PEOPLE GO!!!! ME LOVE COMMENTS!!!! THANKS FOR POSTING!!!! hehehehe

my dear blogger

i started to miss this account soooo much.....sighs.....i've missed you.....but i've betrayed this account to use msn space....i update my xanga more than i do this account:'(

eghs......going home for commencement today....i'm...tired....and i'm somewhat pissed....and i'm lacking energy...whatever....gonna go....l8a l8a