tired

what can i say?

there are those that like to roam around the internet...read people's blogs, and then call everyone names because they choose to write about themselves on the blog.

of course, most people would write about their day and how it made them feel. some even write the events and issues that are important to them.

of course what is important to one person isn't always as important to the next, but it doesn't make a person selfish for posting entries about their issues. it's much better to talk about self then to talk about others. for only trivial minds discuss people.

most times, people only write half of the story of what actually occured. this isn't to say that side isn't important but rather their attitudes make that certain side of the story more important to their minds. blogs are half the story, you can't simply judge someone only knowing half an issue. i am sure if you aked that certain someone what they knew about the situation and what they felt about a situation, it may actually be different.

so, blog is an impowerment to certain minds. but it is also a destructive force when someone chooses to simply judge a person by what they have read. some people just have nothing better to do except to make others feel like crap and ultimately making themselves happy after a long stressful day. it's alrights. just gotta learn to ocntrol my anger....i've just gotta learn to forgive.....i've just gotta see that not everyone in this world is working to be nice, but rather they pride themselves on being destructive.....

it's okay though....

hehehehe

my sweet sweet blogger....

here....in this place...is my very first blog...

and so i come back...because i like this place alot better.

i mean...it doesn't have as many functions and what not....but it's still best called as home.

here....people openly criticize me....but it's always rather constructive...not destructive....

i rant and i rave here.....and out of all my memory...i've only been dissed once here...by an absolute random...not someone i know pretending to be a random....

but i'm feeling better today.....alot better....

something i wrote

i'll leave you all with something that i just wrote recently....and it doesn't really make n e sense....

there's something that leaves me feeling
there's something about the atmosphere that you bring into the room
you bring in the clouds
you bring in the rain
there's something that you bring into my heart, my intuition, my essence
you bring the pain, the confusion
you bring the sadness, the tears
you bring the smiles, the laughter
there's something about time as it continues
forever it separates
forever it entraps us in a cycle
there's something the distance just doesn't explain
forever around each other, but apart
forever to be near, but yet so far
there's nothing we can do
there's nowhere we can go
we'll be the shooting stars of each others' lives
you leave an image in the mind
you leave nothing but memories
there's something about the past that is left unfathomable
you brought the smiles
you brought the anger
you brought the sadness
there's something that just can't be described
though confusion is abundant
though sadness and despair is ever-present
you will not walk alone
there's something about the way we choose to feel


yes i know....its badly written cause i have no skill in writing...but yeah.....heh....what is it that you see after reading that?