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i have as many blog entries as i do hits?....wow...rather sad...heh...

but then again...when blogger.com used to be me first and primary source of blogging, i used to get alot more hits per day...

but that's not the case n e more...i have switched into msn space...cause i thought it would be easier to write on it since i'm pretty much constantly on msn n e ways...heh...

i miss this place....i dunno why....i really do...

i miss looking at the simplicity of this layout...it's sooo clean...sometimes it's laggy...but overall i think i like this best....

have you tried sooo many places and found that the very first place where you started was right for you all along?....yeah....this is kinda what blogger is for me...

maybe cause i'm a blogging fanatic...

i kinda don't like the word verification stuff cause it's rather annoying....sighs...but....it could be fun? heh....

why can't i go to my page?:(

is blogger having some sort of funniness happening?:(

boooo:(

it's been a long time

it's been a long time....i shouldn't have left you?

heh.....don't ask...those lines from a song is in my head....

hoping to be able to come home?

well yeah...i was just going through old entries....heh....not mine...but bri's....heh

wow.....those times....sure are...egh....wow.....

i don't like reading the old entries in my blogger.com account...cause they simply have tooo many unhappy moments...when i'm completely devastated and depressed....

but....heh....it's been a long time...he never writes on his account n e more...but somehow...even though those events that were written about were all filled with gloom, somehow....it still makes me smile. maybe it's cause reading his entries....i know...that we have all been through some sort of crapped and endured...

i think i'll be taking people off my block list soon.....maybe in another 2 months or so? dunno...

it's been a long day....

but....reading bri's entries of those of a 2003.....i think that's right...because he talked about my baptism....sadly though....i don't see how that baptism changed my life....it was done out of pure submission to other people, but not my own will to submit to GOD....dunno.....it's just totally one of those days...what can i say....

but i'm gonna go do some psych reading...maybe a lil nap cause i'm overly exhausted...stupid soc...we never did n e thing in stupid sociology....sighs....i hate short answers...there are gonna be SHORT ANSWERS ON THIS THING?!?!?!?! ARGS!!!!!

but i think i'm ready for my soc exam.....BRING IT!!!

something has changed....and i can;t describe it, but something has changed....maybe it's the way i'm feeling and how it's affecting the way i see everything....but....something has changed....this feeling is weird....hm.....
here's a song i should have posted a while ago....but....

it's time to know
the air was cold,
the leaves began to fall,
the greyness of winter started to softely call.
the birds have left their homes,
and the streets are all alone
nothing by emptiness,
a feeling of distress.

looking around,
no one seems to care, standing alone just wanting some love to share.
but GOD reached down to me,
touched my heart and set me free,
nothing by happiness,
a feeling of thankfulness.

*it's time to know,
if you didn't know.
GOD wanted to show
that he loved us so.
He gave me peace in my heart,
He'll give your life a new start,
Just be a part.
It's time to know.*

so don't let go, it's time to know.