here, one thought at a time, i guess i never think one at a time....it's more like everything at one time....but it's alritez...

hahaha=>:D it's kinda funnay....i'm alritez....i'm just typing. what i notice is dis.....if u are not a very smiley person, you should not try to smile. smiling should come naturally. i swear.....if u were truly happy.....u will smile and not notice it. i noe i mite sound harsh, but i've gone through that phase....and i suppose i'm going through it again. i cannot tell if i'm happy, or if i'm not happy....it wuz a stage i just called being semi-happy....or in ur terms....happyish. hahaha=>:d u make meh feel soo special. hahahha=>:D i mean dat muchie to u?!?!? aw....u make meh blush.....^o.o^.......u prolly wun even get da face....muhahahahehehehe=>:D but let's see.....da ^^ are de eyes....da oo are the eyes, and the . is the nose....muhahhaha so meh looking like dis rite now......really brite pinkish cheeks...hahaha=>:D it's all kool. hehehe=>:D well what i see is dat GOD gave u a smile....u dun haveta try to force it. dat proves dat u ain't feeling totally happy.....or at least dere's still sumthing dat constantly plagues ur mind. i noe dere is still sumthing dat plagues my mind always....all da time....constantly plagues my mind, but den again....everything will be fine with time. muhahaha....it's alritez. we want you to smile. but forcing a smile takes alot of phsychological mind power.....it takes alot of energy too. we want you to smile....only if it reflects ur true smile.......da worst thing than having a no smile is a smile which is fake. so yeah....decide if ur happy....and if ur happy....show it. doing sumthing you enjoy automatically makes u smile. trust meh on dat one. no one really believes meh, no one ever really takes my words on stuff....why don't dey?!?!? dey all sooo evil.....grrr.....oh wellz...it's alritez.....

well whatever u choose to do, sabby'll always be dere....always......and once my mind is set, it is set.....even if it ain't rite...and unless u can prove meh extremely wrong...den well i wun change. it must take greater strength to change my mind set, but let's not get into dat. no one wants to hear bout meh n e ways, so yeah....it's alrites....muhahaha=>:d it's all kool....hehehe=>:D hugs and kisses.....hehehe=>:D haven't given a hug to peeps for a long time now....nor do i really want to...sighs sighs....oh wellz...l8a