hm.....why give up on friendship ar???? just cause sumthing didn't work out da way you want it to be, it dun mean dat friendship ain't important. hahaha=.:Dit may hurt only to see that you are still friends and it hurts tons because u can't have what you once had or is standing right in front of ya, but the truth is.....hurt doesn't subside....it stays forever....it is only forgotten and then a lesson teaches sumthing that you forgot. this doesn't go for many children, but after the age of 12, i believe you have had enuff experience to understand or at least cope with much of the situations that are happening around you. ur heart ain't crushed, it is merely just a bit bruised, but even if it is bruised, the bruise will go away.....not all scars stay for lyphe......and those that do, remind you of past lessons that were once learnt. the main focus of everything is this, lyphe moves on. u should not want....remember in psalms....the Lord is my shepherd, i shall not want....he lies me down besides green pastures, he restores my soul.....some say emotional pain hurts mor than physical pain....but i really dun think of it as that way....i think about it as this....pain is pain...no matter physical, spiritual, or emotional....it is pain. pain has only one feeling, hurt! okayz......u may feel dry for meh saying this....but tommy asked meh today, so..."sabina, do you consider brian as you best friend?" in my answer, i said this....and i hope it does not offend. "no, i do not have best friends, i have good friends. the reason being....cause i don't wanna rank my friends....best means that there is none better and much worst....the fact is.....there is only one best friend....and that is GOD....and everyone else shall only be good friends...." i hope it didn't offend....

i dunno, sooo many things are running through my head now....running through my head, running through my head.....i dunno....just random things that everyone noes. hahaha=.:D taunting meh...stupid tommy boi....oh wellz.....it's all kool....he's a nice guy. hahaha=.:D

one thing i find funnay is.....many people don't like harsh words......and many people also dun like sweet words......dey just dun like hearing bad stuff in general. am i one of dose people??? are you one of dose people?!?!? i dunno...wat must i conclude??? i cannot conclude n e thing. one must look upon the talents and skills of others....not look down or dismiss an issue. hahaha=.:D if sumthing is hard to listen, u shall listen too....if sumthing is easy to listen....pay even closer attention.....u pay attention to listen to the words spoken and see if you can apply....but while being soo easy to listen to....are you sure it's not just what you want to hear??!?!?!? hahaha=.:D some people never move on unless they see others are content and satisfied....but sum people.....can let go and move on very quickly....as if nothing has happened.

ur heart is never ripped out...is is ever present....and if it weren't....u would have no conscience...no form of being...u wouldn't be human cause u would see and feel and not give n e pity. friendship isn't just simply giving....it's more like entrusting.....just because romance didn't work out doesn't mean that you can't be friends....yes....the relationship of this friendship will be ever changed.....but it dun mean u shouldn't try to have friendship. just because things ain't gonna be the same doesn't mean there can't be n e. yes....it may be hard to have frienship...but soon maybe u'll just move on and all that awkwardness will just fade....sumtimes...it just never will. i even noe that sumtimes the effort it takes for sumthing to work out is just too much and seems not worth it.....but being worth it is not for you to judge.....see it this way....if u say sumthing isn't worth it...than are u worth here taking up space??? taking up oxygen??? is it worth for you to be created??? so henceforth...it is definately not for you to judge what is worth is and what is not.

well dat's all my thoughts.....for now....unless tommy boi can make another comment that will entrice my mind into thinking......hahaha=.:D watever....hm....wrong word...entricing?!?!? hm...oh wellz...couldn't think of another word....hahaha=>:D well lil sabby hasta go...chillax it yo...l8a